youarethefirstpersonthatiseriouslywishthatyoucandisappearfromthisworld

justdisappearandgetlost

or

canyoujustgodie???

IM TIRED....

TIRED of doing assignments....
TIRED of staying in dg lab.....
TIRED of waiting to go home.....
TIRED of pretending as if im happy....
pretending as if i dun care.....
pretending as if im not sensitive......
pretending as if im stupid.......

u noe wat....

im not happy....
i care....
im sensitive......
n im not stupid.......

juz tired of pretending.........

what's wrong with me????

or.....

should i ask "what's wrong with u???".............
i dunno... seriously i dunno......

m undergoing this period of uncertain....

confused.....

emo????......

afterall...
im hating myself....
y the hell would i feel so??
dun ask me... i duno either...

Hamster

SENSITIVITY OR INSTINCT???

ihopeit'ssensitivitythistime................................

u noe this feeling of missing a gang of old frenz of urs???

u miss them sudd....
when u r in ur bed...
when u r in ur coll....
when u r still with another gang of frenz....
when u r doing sumthin that u cant expect urself doing so n missing them at the same time....

this doesnt mean that u dun have any other frenz around u at that time.... u do apreciate them to be with u.... but wat u feel at tat particular moment is that u nit someone elses that dun noe bout ur recent life.... someone elses that can bullshit bout sumone or sumthing that happened during granma's time... someone elses that will alweys say..."xu... dun worry... u have me back u up" even they dunno a single thing bout ur recent life... someone elses that will make u feel "yeah... i dun have to worry bout ANYTHING now..."... someone elses that will take u as their 1st place of concern....

I NIT MY HSSY NOW!~ AT THIS MOMENT...

im not emo... seriously... but yeah... i miss sook... lin... lian.. hui.. keat... chua... i miss u guys like shit now...!!!