youarethefirstpersonthatiseriouslywishthatyoucandisappearfromthisworld

justdisappearandgetlost

or

canyoujustgodie???

IM TIRED....

TIRED of doing assignments....
TIRED of staying in dg lab.....
TIRED of waiting to go home.....
TIRED of pretending as if im happy....
pretending as if i dun care.....
pretending as if im not sensitive......
pretending as if im stupid.......

u noe wat....

im not happy....
i care....
im sensitive......
n im not stupid.......

juz tired of pretending.........

what's wrong with me????

or.....

should i ask "what's wrong with u???".............
i dunno... seriously i dunno......

m undergoing this period of uncertain....

confused.....

emo????......

afterall...
im hating myself....
y the hell would i feel so??
dun ask me... i duno either...

Hamster

SENSITIVITY OR INSTINCT???

ihopeit'ssensitivitythistime................................

u noe this feeling of missing a gang of old frenz of urs???

u miss them sudd....
when u r in ur bed...
when u r in ur coll....
when u r still with another gang of frenz....
when u r doing sumthin that u cant expect urself doing so n missing them at the same time....

this doesnt mean that u dun have any other frenz around u at that time.... u do apreciate them to be with u.... but wat u feel at tat particular moment is that u nit someone elses that dun noe bout ur recent life.... someone elses that can bullshit bout sumone or sumthing that happened during granma's time... someone elses that will alweys say..."xu... dun worry... u have me back u up" even they dunno a single thing bout ur recent life... someone elses that will make u feel "yeah... i dun have to worry bout ANYTHING now..."... someone elses that will take u as their 1st place of concern....

I NIT MY HSSY NOW!~ AT THIS MOMENT...

im not emo... seriously... but yeah... i miss sook... lin... lian.. hui.. keat... chua... i miss u guys like shit now...!!!

outing n outingsss!!

1ST category: CHIONG K!!!
WENT with coll frenz on ytd....
GOING with sook n lian on tml....
YEAH YEAH!!^^

2ND category: dinner
GOING with lin n gangs on my birthday...(still kinda long though HAHAA)
GOING with shuai po(dates yet to be comfirmed^^)
GOING with my sis for korean buffet...YUM!!!

3RD category: shopping/window shoping
GOING with mummy on tml...(shopping!!)
GOING with sis on next tues...(she shopping i window shopping..no$$>.<)

*p/s: i got a feeling~~ tat tonite's gonna be a good good nitez~~~^^

STRESS!!!!

emoness is a virus..

emoness is a VIRUS~~

a scary virus....

u noe sumtimes when u r very hyper.... VERY VERY HYPER...

u feel like sharing ur hyperness with everybody arounds u....

so u turn to ur front...
u saw an emo face....
u turn to ur right....
u saw a full-of-stress face...
then u turn to ur left...
u saw a tension-ed face...
u then try ur best to turn to ur back....
trying ur one last hope...
wat u saw is still a emo+full of stress+tension face....

by this time... can u still hyper???

can u still dun care bout others n hyper on ur own...

jumping around... playing around... fooling around juz like an idiot???

I CANNOT....

tat's y i get infected by this virus called emo~~

when the kiasu meets the kiasu...

when the kiasu meets the kiasu...

the oni outcome would be~~

A PERFECT MODEL+A PERFECT PRESENTATION BOARD!!!

*p/s: when oni i can more kiasu?? n can meet sumone kiasu???>.<

once again~~

am experiencing this emo feeling in me after extremely hyper few hours ago...

it's alweys like this...

should it be alweys like this???

a great amount of hyperness will reflects the emoness even clearer.. GUESS SO...

as wat "they" alweys say...

u will never noe tat u r happi if u never sad b4...

true oso huh...

CHALLENGE SUSHI...(tagged by dada)

okie... i was tagged by dada for sum sloganize thingy... so yeah... DADA... HERE'S ALL THE STUPID ANSWERS^^:

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
~Fresh from the Captain's sushi...~.~

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
~Sushi just feels right... (yeah yeah... sounds so... haha)

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
~Go on, get ur sushi out...(ok.. i am not belonged to anyone..YET..>.<)

4. How would you answer a booty call?
~Come fly the friendly sushi... (HUH???)

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
~Your sushi.. right away...(guess will scare them off.. HAHAHA..)

6. To someone you dislike?
~the coolest sushi on ice...(hum...)

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
~Cleans a big, big sushi for less than half a crown...(HAHAHA^^)

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
~It's not tv.. it's sushi...(cool... let's be cool~~HEHEHE)

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
~it's how sushi is done..(by failing a subject?? not bad huh...xp)

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
~The best sushi a man can get...(muahahaha.. feel proud now???)

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
~The sushi of ur life...(means nomore sushi for him...HIAK HIAK HIAK...)

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
~wait till we get our sushi on u...(yeah... wait.. juz wait....)

13. What are the best words to describe you?
~Let's face the music and sushi...(new match... music n sushi...WEL WEL WEL..)

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
~Marvin the Mountie Always Gets His Sushi... (not bad not bad.. any investor for this "sure-earn" movie???)

15. Your last words before you die...
~The sweet u cant eat without sushi...(yeah.. without me...T_T)

16. Your message to a special someone..
~Now with 50% more sushi...(wth??? big promotion???>.<)

17. Title of this post will be...
~Challenge sushi...(gosh.. pls dun challenge me... not in the mood now... hehe)

try this out... juz visit to http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi... then type in ur name n click sloganize... click once for every question n the slogan tat shown is the answer for the question... HAHAHA...

DUN REALLI NOE WHO TO TAGGED BUT JEE N XIAO XIAO ZHI U 2 WERE TAGGED FOR SURE... MUAHAHA.... whoever interested juz try it out yeah!!!^^

i dunno wat happened...

it's so sudden... din hear from them for quite some time... but y??? y this is the news that we got from them???

cant help anythin... cant go to the hospital...

CANT DO ANYTHIN...except waiting for further news from them...

GOD BLESS!!! PLS BE TOUGH... BE TOUGH N GO THRU IT!!!

*P/S: THE FEAR OF LOSING A RELATIVE IS JUZ SO SUCKS...>.<

I HATE PACKING LA!!!

SERIOUSLY I HATE PACKING!!!

EVEN THOUGH HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THE TRIP...

THE PACKING PART JUZ DRIVES ME CRAZY!!

OMG OMG... WAT ELSE I NIT TO BRING???

I AM BLUR RIGHT NOW~~~T_T

IT'S A MIXTURE OF EXCITEMENT + FEAR

TO ALL MY BABIES OUT THERE...

I AM OFF HEADING TO TAMAN NEGARA, KUALA TAHAN ON SAT...

IT'S SO SO SO SOON...

WILL ONI BE BACK ON MON...

PLS PRAY HARD FOR ME... THANK YOU VERY MUCH...

LOVE U GUYS~~MUAKZZZZ!!

sat nitez is the so-called party nitez.. but duh... i dun go "party" as i would most probably being chopped down into 18 pieces if my mum found out that i went "party"... *juz imagine that... ewww~~*

anyhow... i have finally step myself out of the house on sat nitez once again after so long of being a good gal... wuuhoo~~ yeah... i went for a movie.... the show was awesome!!!! *normal la coz daniel wu was in it...* n the most important thing that makes me soo soo hyper is... tropicana city mall is full of leng zai(S)..... omg omg.... the shop which we had our dinner... there's this leng zai that is so so so cute n polite.. love it!!!! walk around the mall.... leng zai's on ur right... leng zai's on ur left... leng zai's everywhere... *belif me... i am seriously not desperate at all k... juz like to kap...^^*

after the show...my sis n the bf received a call from dunno who n we did spent some time at tat guy's house... had a fun nitez seriously... love the nitez of pj.... cheer out loud for that!!! WUUUHOOO!!^^


*p/s: nitez outing without my sis is coming soon..... ssshhhhh~~

this this this or this??

ok... i am in dilemma.... i dunno which movie should i watch tonitez.... the available choices r:

1. overheard- daniel wu is in this movie!!! yuuhooo!!! but then if watch this means my sis n the bf have to wait 20 mins after their show...
2. on his majesty bla bla bla..- a hong kong comedy.. would be quite nice i guess... sis n the bf is watching this... so dunno whether wanna be light bulb anot...
3. the proposal- it's kinda late for this movie but realli wanna watch it... or should i go with jee for this movie maybe???
4. tracing shadow- jacky chan's son is in this movie... comedy as well but dunno all the actors n actress in this movie....

so... should i watch this this this or this???>.<

like vs love

there's this mail that i received from km... it's about the diff between like(喜欢) n love(爱)... many examples r listed out...n the last one touched me so much....

爱和喜欢相比就在于：

当你和爱的人在一起，你的感觉就像回家了！！

(the diffence between love n like is:

when u r with the one u love, u feel that u r back to home!!!)

i dunno whether it's true anot... but i belif it's so so hard to found the one that can make u feel like u r back to home... n if u guys out there have oredi found urs... APPRECIATE HIM/HER N DUN LET GO OF HIM/HER NO MATTER WHAT~~

*p/s: i m not emo when i posted this... juz a little bit to share....^^

I AM HEREBY PROUDLY ANNOUNCE THAT:

I LOVE MY NEW BAG!!!!

love it love it love it love it~~

*p/s: should i get that doggie bag???~.~