a NEED to blog>.<

usualli when i seriously feel that i NEED to blog is the time when i seriously nit some space to cool myself down... i blog when i feel happi... i blog when sumthin special happened... i blog when i was boring... i blog when i was hyper.. i blog even when i was sick... but i NEED to blog when there's realli sumthin that trashes my mind n my mood...

right now i NEED to blog... i am quite under stress these few days... many many things n assignments n group member problems n many many more... all those sh*t(pls allow me to be rude.. or i am alweys tat rude??? watever...) got me under a kinda big tension but anyhow i was still ok with all these... it's still all within my limit n i still do enjoy my life even under tat sucky stress...

today was a not realli good day for me... i dun wanna tell wat happened coz if i talk about it i would take maybe a few hours... n i have no time for those stupid silly idiot watsoever crap... every feeling is inside me right now... i'm not sure am i angry or depressed or sad or fed up or pissed or ******.... it's a combination of all these i guess... i had never been so "expressive" for a very long time... i should go clean up my mood b4 i ruin everythin... heading for a better tml(i noe it sounds damn kolot..>.<)

*p/s: sorri for wasting ur time reading such a 'content-less' post... i juz NEED to blog...T-T