y suddenly so desperate???

y suddenly so desperate?? desperate for wat?? desperate of zai?? haha... i oso dunno... like suddenly this few days... so desperate to kap zai... especially when i am in zai's heaven(for eddy n eugene.. tat is lui's heaven la.. i do remember of the pinky gal k...)-- library... like nothin to do when i am there... so my eyes juz running here n there to kap zai lor... but... isit juz becoz nothin to do so i kap zai?? hehe~~ who noes...

i cant realli tell since when i start to kap zai.. but i can tell at least on last month... i dun realli kap zai... i kap lui... hiakhiak... scare scare d le... no la juz kidding... i mean... on last month.. i dun remember myself to be such desperate to kap zai la... at least i still very guai when i am in coll... wont simply kap here n there... outside of coll... who cares~~~

suddenly so desperate? maybe becoz life get sucker n sucker?? like no any excitement for now... then frenz all oso kaping ma... gals kaping zai then guys kaping lui oso... so if i dun kap will seems like kinda boring n out of their group... (tat's wat i think la..^^)... but actualli sumtimes i was juz kidding when i say i wanna kap... coz if i realli kap i wont tell la... paiseh one ma..(yong sure wanna vomit again when she saw this... haha)...

i dun wan "kap zai" to be one of my hobby la... like very weird la if my hobby is "kaping zai"... then one day.. if sumone ask me.. wat is ur hobby huh?? then i shall answer... erm... nothin special la.. kap zai oni lor~~ wat reaction u think ppl will give me??

sumtimes kap zai do bring a lot of information about tat particular zai... sum zai when u 1st lok at them they seems to be kinda perfect... but if u realli kap carefully( dun have to scan every part of him la...)... u will notice maybe he's oso one of the galxy member~~ or maybe he seems like dun bath?? aikss... in short... kap zai oso bring advantage.. then can shun bian try to find for the right one ma... maybe u kap kap kap then suddenly found ur right one?? tat would be great great great rite?

*p/s: jee... yong.... i am confuse n dilemma now... pls tell me which one should i kap... my eyes susah la have to follow so many ppl...^^