i miss my blady hp!!!T__T

T________T..... i am far far apart from my hp now....

yeah... it's broken... it's spoilt.... n it's being sent to be checked....

today was my 1st day of coll n i went coll without my blady hp...

wat a blady day...

u would never noe how important it is until u lost it....

this seriously happened to me n i felt that deeply in my heart.... i had never noe that my cheap,autar,outdated,whatsoever hp was so important to me all this while..

until today... gosh becoz of tat i was standing still waiting for my sis for more than an hour feeling so damn blady not well n not even dare to walk away to make her a call using public phone...

it's juz so blady hateful.. gosh!!! i miss my cheap,autar,outdated,whatsoever hp!!!


*p/s: miss sampat xiao xiao zhi's sampatness as well....T__T

给豆芽的第一篇~~

豆芽~豆芽~豆豆芽~~
还是比较喜欢叫你小嘉雯。。
因为。。。
我觉得好像你哦。。。
或许是我比较喜欢你傻傻的。。。
没想酱多。。。
有一点蠢蠢。。
被我炸到没话说。。。
露出那种很“无奈的拉长脸”的表情。。
那时候的你。。。
真的给我“小嘉雯”的感觉。。。

打从心底不喜欢你伤脑筋的样子。。
虽然我知道免不了。。
因为你是那么的成熟。。。
甚至成熟过我这个老你一岁的肥婆。。。
你会想好多。。
真的好多。。。
然后伤脑筋的成熟嘉雯就出现了。。。
虽然我不喜欢。。
但我知道那是免不了的。。
人总有烦恼的时候嘛~~

说真的。。
你并不是唯一一个我不后悔在那里待了两个月的理由。。。
有两个理由。。
第一。。
我上了人生很宝贵的一课。。
“不是所有你真心对待的人也会真心对待你。。但你可以做到的是不让自己遗憾。。。不让自己失去遇上可能是捧着真心对待你的人。。虽然这些伤是难免的。。被践踏无数次也是难免的。。但一定要振作。。”
第二。。
就是你了。。。
我不习惯想太多。。。
时时都习惯性地把事情看得太简单。。
我走之前奶妈告诉我。。
二奶真的很保护你。。
我知道。。。我真的知道。。。
你都尽量不让我受伤害。。
你好为我着想。。
在我无所谓时。。。我知道你都在为我抱不平。。。
我都知道。。
只是我从来不说。。
很想跟你说一千次一万次的谢谢。。
但我请愿不说。。
因为朋友是不用说谢谢的嘛。。

很高兴。。。。。
真的很高兴可以认识到你。。。
你捧着的一颗真心在闪闪发光哦。。
我都看到的。。
你也看到我的吧。。。

要加油。。
要努力。。
要学会不在乎。。
只要不去在乎那么多。。。
就不会那么容易受伤害了。。
这是真的。。

虽然我走了。。
留下你一个。。
但要记得我还是时时关心着你的哦。。
时时支持着你。。。
不管是什么事。。

加油吧。。。我的衰婆~~


*p/s:第一次POST酱肉麻的东西。。你赚到了哦~~^^

a little bit nervous...

rite now... "a little bit nervous" is what i am feeling... today is the 1st day i stop working... yet i am still goin back to aeon later on... i am goin to gao dim my hair~~~ hehe.... wanna rebond it then change a bit perhaps... nervous nervous.... >.<

wth??!! I HATE BLANK PAGES!!!

u noe sumtimes when u r so excited reading a book.... totally into the storyline n all.... looking forward for wat's coming up next.... then when u flip over... IT'S A BLANK PAGE??!!!!! so u were thinking:"maybe just this page".... then u flip over again... IT'S STILL BLANK PAGE!!! omg omg... i try to flip a few more pages n it's all blank pages without any words on it.... T-T.... i have this "habit" or should i say "BAD habit".... i MUST finish up a book once i start reading... no "stopping-half-way" is allowed... interuption is acceptable but anyhow i must finish "sekali gus".... but depends oso la.... textbook a.k.a reference book a.k.a notezzz then... *ekhem ekhem*^^..... i wanna noe wat's gonna happened next... i wanna finish up the whole book.... i wanna read read read n read la....damn u the publisher... or the printing watsoever....T-T....


*p/s: hopefully the popular guy would get me another one without all those BLANK PAGES...>.<
*p/s2: last day of work... GAMBATEH GAMBAA--AAATEH!!!^^

it's the day!!!!

yeah... tml would be the final day of suffers.... huhu~~~ it's abit too much to call it as suffer but.... hehe... just cant find another word for it... TML IS THE DAY!!!! i am working noon shift for my last day n perhaps there will be more ppl insist to wrap their gifts... I LOVE WRAPPING!!! the feeling when i wrapped a gift nicely n the "glad-ness" that was shown on customers' face alweys push me up to the sky(i noe i am too heavy for tat... ^^).... so yeah... more ppl asking for wrapping service k... pray pray pray....

n i have a list of stuff to do within these two weeks while waiting for coll recommence....
1. gao dim my grass hair(predicted to do it on this thurs... ASAP!!!)
2. go shopping(gonna get some stuff n a new bag for myself... my recent bag is going to say bye bye soon...T-T)
3. meet up with frenz especially hssy gang...miss u guys~~
4. buy novels n read n read n read while i am still free...
5. finish up my surprise stuff for sumone....hiak hiak...
6. watch drama??? not sure la... not so into tv recently... ^^
7. yet to be listed....

not realli much stuff to do but guess it would takes quite some time of mine.... hehe... my sem break is gonna start soon... very soon.....(i noe i noe... my frenz's sem break started off 2 months ago... T-T)... but wat to do... pity me....hehe...

*p/s: be strong on tml... be strong....

3 days left.....

hang on!! just for 3 more days... will i cry like a baby on the last day of work??? maybe... but it would definitely becoz i am too happy.... it'S TEARS OF GAM DONG!!!!

COUNTING DOWN-- 3 MORE DAYS.....^^

glad... hyper.... relax.....

1stly... i slept at 4am ytd.... n was forced to wake up at 7am in the morning as noone able to send me to the ktm station if i dun folo my mum at tat time... so so... with that 3 hours of sleep i was seriously damn tired(slept like a baby in train while on the way to coll).... jee took me at coll at around 10 sumthin n we r off to the "secret place(realli secret... cannot tell 1st..^^) n then we headed to pyramid as what we planned.... walked around the mall n searching for gals' stuff.... jee nits to get some accesories.... a clutch... a pair of heels.... n we got her a ring which her family named it as "torch light" later on... n oso a pair of heels which she got a "kinda good" feedback from them as well...

so after a while our star of the day-yong reached n we meet up with ashwin... jee called daniel up n this guy is way too syok as he slept until 1 sumthin today... feel like whacking him nee....^^so 4 of us bought tickets for transformer(4.30pm show) after q-ing up for so long(wth... everyone so free today???)... n later on we decided to try sumthin new for our lunch n we chose BUBBA GUMP... the full name of it i forgotten d.. paiseh paiseh... but sumhow it was a very special shop n the food there was a whole big plate of it... so juz try not to order too much k for those who wanna try it out... had a great time sharing each other's stuff n chit-chatting for 2 hours plus(i guess... not so sure^^) at that shop... n we oni moved our butt butt out of that shop when it's the time for the show.... n not to forget.... there's one cute guy in bubba gump... yeng le yeng le.. so let's go again n forget bout gasoline though gasoline is way cheaper... ^^

ok ok.. next... transformer-revenge of the fallen... cool.... it was a damn cool show.. omg... damn damn chun.. but the whole movie was crowded with the metal sound effects n it makes me feel kinda geli... hehe.... cannot tahan la...but the fighting scenes r so so chun... SO CHUN!!!!!!!!!!!! ENJOYED~~

i am so glad.. glad to have u ppl with me... i know it's not easy to find ppl that will treat u as sincere as u treat them... GLAD TO HAVE U PPL....

i am hyper... hyper to have a nice show today.. a show that is being talked n discussed by everyone arounds me.... HYPER TO WATCH TRANSFORMER....

i am relax... relax to have a day off from work... off from the hard-breathe work n hang out with ppl that r much more sincere to me.... RELAX TO THE MAX!!!!^^

*p/s: 13 more days to go... hang on!!!!>.<