have u ever wonder whether u r alone sumtimes??? i mean.. like feeling being alone... all alone... like there is noone for u to be at some place... like.... erm.... u went some place but u dun even noe y u will be there.. n y u should be there....
i felt tat today.. seriously... make me feel uneasy for the 4 hours... ya... it's the visual com class today... i went into the class... but i feel like i was out of that class... i shouldnt be there... there was noone for me there... i was all alone... it was realli realli a hard time for me... haiz....
but dun wori... nothin can beat me down now... i am strong enuff to undergo such situation... nothin should have spoilt my mood... being alone is nothin more than juz being alone... there is no a case of ppl dying becoz of being alone n feel lonely rite???^^
Friday, October 24, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
hssy outing~~
a few days ago hssy members were so excited discussing the next gathering as we realli got a long time without c-ing each other...(paiseh la guys.. i still so fat... maybe got fatter sumore...^^) so at 1st we tot of goin aeon bukit tinggi again... as since the 1st time we had gathering we used to go there... especially greenbox!!! coz singing makes me recall of those schooling days where i used to sing in class... now nomore la.. as once i sing sure yong will stop me...T.T....
then this hk suggested we go jeth coffee house this time... keep promoting tat place oni... hmmm... so finally... we "give him face" n decided to go there for the outing.... perhaps tat is reallli a good place... hk... u better pray tat the jeth coffee shop is better than gasoline... if not... hiak hiak... u will noe wat happen lor... (sounds ganas?? ya... tat's me in hssy!! ganas le...^^)
but today i come with new plan... dunno y suddenly feel like wanna go chiong k again... so i was thinking maybe we could juz go chiong k b4 we go jeth coffee shop... but surely hk dun wan coz he dun like singing oso... so hk.. will meet u at jeth after we finish chiong la k... wakaka...
looking forward to meet u guys o... can crap alot together again.. hiakhiak... perhaps jeth coffee house's chair are resisted to heat... or else we may juz sit until the chair melted.... hehe~~
my life is getting better n happier recently... frenzzz r important.. c... no matter my hssy gang or my coll frenzz.. i juz wanna tell u guys... i realli realli love u guys!!!^^
then this hk suggested we go jeth coffee house this time... keep promoting tat place oni... hmmm... so finally... we "give him face" n decided to go there for the outing.... perhaps tat is reallli a good place... hk... u better pray tat the jeth coffee shop is better than gasoline... if not... hiak hiak... u will noe wat happen lor... (sounds ganas?? ya... tat's me in hssy!! ganas le...^^)
but today i come with new plan... dunno y suddenly feel like wanna go chiong k again... so i was thinking maybe we could juz go chiong k b4 we go jeth coffee shop... but surely hk dun wan coz he dun like singing oso... so hk.. will meet u at jeth after we finish chiong la k... wakaka...
looking forward to meet u guys o... can crap alot together again.. hiakhiak... perhaps jeth coffee house's chair are resisted to heat... or else we may juz sit until the chair melted.... hehe~~
my life is getting better n happier recently... frenzzz r important.. c... no matter my hssy gang or my coll frenzz.. i juz wanna tell u guys... i realli realli love u guys!!!^^
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
the brand new xixu's theory~~
ok guys... i have got my new xixu's theory recently... i'd have some real life experiments n seriously it's kinda useful in my life...
xixu's theory:
can crap...
can play...
but dun care...
simple n sweet rite... let's have some explanation here... can crap means can talk watever others r talking... juz crap watever u like n have some laugh of coz.. tat is wat makes our life interesting rite???
can play... obviously means can play around with others duh... play la as much as u like... but of coz under ur own limitation... dun go too over... control it urself.... n have fun....
dun care... (jee.. i found out the new explanation of dun care)... this dun care... at the 1st time i created this xixu's theory... it carries a meaning of... dun care about others... means dun care wat others will feel n dun care about them... dun concern about them.. no matter they cry in front of u... or they cry becoz of u... dun care... but now... i found out the real meaning behind this "dun care"... this dun care should carry a meaning of... dun care wat others say about u... juz accept it.. dun care when u became the "target of being laughed" when others joking... ya... they r juz joking... dun care so much... i mean... things may get more n more complicated if u care so much for every little thing... juz let it be... let it be simple... juz dun care... (try to figure it out urself if u dun understand wat i mean.. haha.. as i am getting more n more blur oso now)...><
the xixu's theory equation:
dun care=no trouble+no sadness+no sensitive+a lot of fun= happy life
therefore,
dun care=happy life^^
but dun take this dun care wrong as wat i did b4 this k... we must care for our frenz... i mean... concern about them... as we r frenzzz.... u noe how important frenz could be... do u??i do~~
do apply xixu's theory if necessary... real life experience by myself... life realli gets happier!!^^
xixu's theory:
can crap...
can play...
but dun care...
simple n sweet rite... let's have some explanation here... can crap means can talk watever others r talking... juz crap watever u like n have some laugh of coz.. tat is wat makes our life interesting rite???
can play... obviously means can play around with others duh... play la as much as u like... but of coz under ur own limitation... dun go too over... control it urself.... n have fun....
dun care... (jee.. i found out the new explanation of dun care)... this dun care... at the 1st time i created this xixu's theory... it carries a meaning of... dun care about others... means dun care wat others will feel n dun care about them... dun concern about them.. no matter they cry in front of u... or they cry becoz of u... dun care... but now... i found out the real meaning behind this "dun care"... this dun care should carry a meaning of... dun care wat others say about u... juz accept it.. dun care when u became the "target of being laughed" when others joking... ya... they r juz joking... dun care so much... i mean... things may get more n more complicated if u care so much for every little thing... juz let it be... let it be simple... juz dun care... (try to figure it out urself if u dun understand wat i mean.. haha.. as i am getting more n more blur oso now)...><
the xixu's theory equation:
dun care=no trouble+no sadness+no sensitive+a lot of fun= happy life
therefore,
dun care=happy life^^
but dun take this dun care wrong as wat i did b4 this k... we must care for our frenz... i mean... concern about them... as we r frenzzz.... u noe how important frenz could be... do u??i do~~
do apply xixu's theory if necessary... real life experience by myself... life realli gets happier!!^^
hyper active after emptiness??
hmmm... so today was like nothin special than other days... went for te2 class... oh ya.. b4 te2... i reach kinda earlier than usual as today there was no traffic jam at my place so i reach ktm station kinda early n.. ya... reach coll early oso... at about 8.50++.. i reached coll so as usual went to library... i chose a room(perak room if i am not mistaken...^^) after a while yew sang went into the room la... we had a nice chat for about an hour... juz two of us there... haha... (one of the reason got so hyper today??? for those who dunno.. yew sang is one of the zais tat i kap-ing recently...>.-)
ytd was an "empty" day... but today i was like "revived" after the emptiness... realli realli so hyper... hyper active... keep laughing in te2 class.... keep gossip about dai po..(dai po is one of the gals tat have big boobs la~~)... haha~~
recently realli make a lot of things clear in my heart... keep telling myself not to be too sensitive of certain things... tat's realli works lor... seriously i dun care about wat others say about me anymore... ok... honestly maybe a little... but juz gimme some time... maybe a few seconds i can gain the antibodies of it... then i will become the "cheerful-this is wat y.sang say.. i think he never saw the "emo" side of me^^" sushi again...
gambateh for sushi!!! i can do it... yup~~ I CAN!!
ytd was an "empty" day... but today i was like "revived" after the emptiness... realli realli so hyper... hyper active... keep laughing in te2 class.... keep gossip about dai po..(dai po is one of the gals tat have big boobs la~~)... haha~~
recently realli make a lot of things clear in my heart... keep telling myself not to be too sensitive of certain things... tat's realli works lor... seriously i dun care about wat others say about me anymore... ok... honestly maybe a little... but juz gimme some time... maybe a few seconds i can gain the antibodies of it... then i will become the "cheerful-this is wat y.sang say.. i think he never saw the "emo" side of me^^" sushi again...
gambateh for sushi!!! i can do it... yup~~ I CAN!!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
emotion is playing around with me la~~~
emotion is playing around with me... today... it was the testing date as well as duedate for the surface construction model... i went coll kinda late today as i tot everythin should be ok as we tested ytd b4 i went back... so all along my way to coll... i was like kinda excited coz i tot sucess is juz in front of me... haha.. success?? sounds a bit too serious maybe.. but tat model realli suffers me alot as our group is under certain special condition... (sori la.. but dun feel like wanna talk about tat... sienzzz when think of tat...)... though there was some problem during the testing process... anyhow we manage to "pass" the test at last...
as wat i said... our group was under certain special condition... this assignment is the last assignment tat i still have to be in tat group... so once the class was over... i feel so relif... totally relif... but at the same time feel so empty... strange feeling all over my heart... make me almost cry in class again... luckily i manage to hold on my tears... i seriously dun wanna cry in class anymore la... so sia shuei oni...
as usual.. i take ktm home oso today... tat time there was like a few ppl oni inside the train... then i recall all the shit tat happened becoz of this subject... this group... n i reliased tat we have been manage to sabar until now... so touched la... omg... more n more things pop out... suddenly feel like wanna cry again... control control n control... at last still can swallow back all my emotion la... phew~~ luckily... if not i suddenly cry inside train sure very funny... sure looks so stupid.. haha~~ hmmm.... strange emotion i had today... yet... i still in a good mood la... guess so...
let's celebrate... we r out of the group now... huhu~~~^^
as wat i said... our group was under certain special condition... this assignment is the last assignment tat i still have to be in tat group... so once the class was over... i feel so relif... totally relif... but at the same time feel so empty... strange feeling all over my heart... make me almost cry in class again... luckily i manage to hold on my tears... i seriously dun wanna cry in class anymore la... so sia shuei oni...
as usual.. i take ktm home oso today... tat time there was like a few ppl oni inside the train... then i recall all the shit tat happened becoz of this subject... this group... n i reliased tat we have been manage to sabar until now... so touched la... omg... more n more things pop out... suddenly feel like wanna cry again... control control n control... at last still can swallow back all my emotion la... phew~~ luckily... if not i suddenly cry inside train sure very funny... sure looks so stupid.. haha~~ hmmm.... strange emotion i had today... yet... i still in a good mood la... guess so...
let's celebrate... we r out of the group now... huhu~~~^^
Sunday, October 19, 2008
weird kind of feeling..
it's been kinda long since my last post... well... my dearest blog... i didnt mean to abandon u k.. juz tat i was like no mood to blog.. not becoz i was having bad bad mood throughout these few days... but i had no idea wat to blog with... sook... here am i.. with my update...^^
back to topic... weird kind of feeling... i was undergoing a weird kind of feeling recently... wat is this weird kind of feeling?? i dunno either... if i would have known then i wouldnt call it as "weird kind of feeling"... hmmm... how long do u think a friendship can last?? yeah right.. it is totally depends on who is ur fren n many many other factors... sook... we knew each other for how many years huh??? more than 10 years?? standard 3 until now rite?? we still keep our friendship until today... until this moment.. n i think we will until the day one of us die?? perhapss... ^^.... but i tried b4... story time again... there is a gal... i knew her actualli since my primary... juz knew who she is... not realli close.. then after both of us was in form 1... we dun even say hi to each other when we met... juz imagine the situation la.. but when i was in form 3... this gal she was in the same class with me... so since tat time both of us become kinda close fren... her family noe me n my family noe her as well... (sook.. u should noe la who i refering)... but soon... (end of form 4 year i think)... friendship between us broken... due to certain factors.... both of us... whom was once very close frenz... juz dun care about each other anymore... we dun realli fight... but juz.. dun care....
hmm.... friendship... it can be long... as long as great wall(??? think great wall is long enuf gua~~).. it can be short as well... as short as... erm.. dunno short as wat la...(think it urself...^^)... i knew this fact very long ago... seriously knew it deeply...
wat i dun understand is... y this 2 ppl... whom were once very close to each other... can become a stranger to each other juz like tat...
wat make me confuse is... does friendship realli so fragile??? can break anytime?? juz like tat???
maybe we will meet new friends soon... but... if friendship realli means nothin... wat for we still need to have frenz?? especially those close frenz whom u willing to share ur heart with them... meaningless?? i guess....
maybe sensitive again... (jee.. sensitivity does kill... but belif me i realli tried to avoid k...^^) i got a feeling like i am losing a fren recently... day after day... i feel like i dun realli have this fren as a whole anymore... there was a duno wat grip between us.... a fren whom i realli like so much.... a fren tat i had once imagine the life after both of us worked... married... even after we have child but we still hang out with each other...bringing our own child together while we doing some shopping stuff.. and maybe the story can goes on with my child n hers become close fren oso...(thinking kinda much rite?? haha) but things realli changed... even sumtimes we dun wanna admit... even we deny... even it's hard...
but dun take me wrong... i post all these doesnt mean tat i dun belif in friendships anymore.... in fact... i do realli belif... until this moment... i still belif...
back to topic... weird kind of feeling... i was undergoing a weird kind of feeling recently... wat is this weird kind of feeling?? i dunno either... if i would have known then i wouldnt call it as "weird kind of feeling"... hmmm... how long do u think a friendship can last?? yeah right.. it is totally depends on who is ur fren n many many other factors... sook... we knew each other for how many years huh??? more than 10 years?? standard 3 until now rite?? we still keep our friendship until today... until this moment.. n i think we will until the day one of us die?? perhapss... ^^.... but i tried b4... story time again... there is a gal... i knew her actualli since my primary... juz knew who she is... not realli close.. then after both of us was in form 1... we dun even say hi to each other when we met... juz imagine the situation la.. but when i was in form 3... this gal she was in the same class with me... so since tat time both of us become kinda close fren... her family noe me n my family noe her as well... (sook.. u should noe la who i refering)... but soon... (end of form 4 year i think)... friendship between us broken... due to certain factors.... both of us... whom was once very close frenz... juz dun care about each other anymore... we dun realli fight... but juz.. dun care....
hmm.... friendship... it can be long... as long as great wall(??? think great wall is long enuf gua~~).. it can be short as well... as short as... erm.. dunno short as wat la...(think it urself...^^)... i knew this fact very long ago... seriously knew it deeply...
wat i dun understand is... y this 2 ppl... whom were once very close to each other... can become a stranger to each other juz like tat...
wat make me confuse is... does friendship realli so fragile??? can break anytime?? juz like tat???
maybe we will meet new friends soon... but... if friendship realli means nothin... wat for we still need to have frenz?? especially those close frenz whom u willing to share ur heart with them... meaningless?? i guess....
maybe sensitive again... (jee.. sensitivity does kill... but belif me i realli tried to avoid k...^^) i got a feeling like i am losing a fren recently... day after day... i feel like i dun realli have this fren as a whole anymore... there was a duno wat grip between us.... a fren whom i realli like so much.... a fren tat i had once imagine the life after both of us worked... married... even after we have child but we still hang out with each other...bringing our own child together while we doing some shopping stuff.. and maybe the story can goes on with my child n hers become close fren oso...(thinking kinda much rite?? haha) but things realli changed... even sumtimes we dun wanna admit... even we deny... even it's hard...
but dun take me wrong... i post all these doesnt mean tat i dun belif in friendships anymore.... in fact... i do realli belif... until this moment... i still belif...
Monday, October 6, 2008
two days after birthday~~
hmmm... after my birthday... actualli quite many things happened in these 2 days...
4th of oct:
my niece birthday... yaya.. her birthday is juz one day after mine...at 1st everyone in my house was so excited.. planning to bring her to fun fair la this n tat...*but sumthin happened after tat.. talk about tat later...* then as usual.. at nitez my bro bought a cake then kids(my niece's cousin all came to my house... kinda bising but so cute^^) excitedly blow candles... so on n so fourth...(shortcut d la...lazy to tell allt he details)...^^
erm... oh ya... i drank beer for the 1st time in my life... with the approval of my family.. hehe... wine is like normal... but beer seriously the very 1st time.. n the best part... i finished the whole bottle!! wakaka.. aplause pls... but seriously.. i dun like the taste la... juz drink for fun...^^
the next thing... i went gai gai with jee n gang... (gang- jee... yong... daniel... ian.... suching... jaychow... jacky.... holeong...*ceo f hongleong bank... aiks.. tat day should ask u pay the bill...^^*...n jon jon*so sad sumone cannot make it rite jon??*...).. we went gasoline again!! GASOLINE ROCKSS... (got zai kap oso there.. hiak hiak... )... so had our talk n lunch n cake "choping" there oso... i think we sat there for 4 hours?? almost la.. then some of them leave after gasoline n me jee yong jay chow daniel n jacky went the section beside cinema n play some arcade games... wakaka... car racing not bad huh...^^then watch movie... painted skin... the best part... daniel... who dunno mandarin cantonese n bm... went together with us as he got no choice... quite nice movie but my idol got not much xi fen... sob sob...T.T... nice day guys... thx...
next next... my house kena pecah masuk... (omg.. so many things happened in one day??)... tat time i still lepak-ing with jee n gang... so suddnely my bro call n tell me my house kena pecah masuk... i dun belif at 1st as i tot he's juz kidding... *he alweys do tat la...*.. so after a while i call my sis n she comfirm about tat... but after i knew about tat... i not realli sad or depressed or anythin... juz normal.. (coz i tot my house got nothin for tat stupid thief to steal... )... after i went home then oni i realise kerugian kinda besar oso... luckily my mum still ok about it... luckily my mum din cry or break down.. if not.. i sure curse the thief like hell.... hehe...
5th of oct:
my second sis graduated finally!!! we went to her graduation today... start at 3.45 but we r asked to go earlier to take photo... so at 2.30 we r alreadi on our way to sheraton subang jaya... then go there take photo n stuff.... *shortcut oso la k this part.. i wanna oioi d...^^* so the whole thing ends at 10pm sumthin...omg... juz a graduation wasted my dunno how many hours...hehe... but anyways... congratz to my sis!! finally graduated....^^
cheers...
4th of oct:
my niece birthday... yaya.. her birthday is juz one day after mine...at 1st everyone in my house was so excited.. planning to bring her to fun fair la this n tat...*but sumthin happened after tat.. talk about tat later...* then as usual.. at nitez my bro bought a cake then kids(my niece's cousin all came to my house... kinda bising but so cute^^) excitedly blow candles... so on n so fourth...(shortcut d la...lazy to tell allt he details)...^^
erm... oh ya... i drank beer for the 1st time in my life... with the approval of my family.. hehe... wine is like normal... but beer seriously the very 1st time.. n the best part... i finished the whole bottle!! wakaka.. aplause pls... but seriously.. i dun like the taste la... juz drink for fun...^^
the next thing... i went gai gai with jee n gang... (gang- jee... yong... daniel... ian.... suching... jaychow... jacky.... holeong...*ceo f hongleong bank... aiks.. tat day should ask u pay the bill...^^*...n jon jon*so sad sumone cannot make it rite jon??*...).. we went gasoline again!! GASOLINE ROCKSS... (got zai kap oso there.. hiak hiak... )... so had our talk n lunch n cake "choping" there oso... i think we sat there for 4 hours?? almost la.. then some of them leave after gasoline n me jee yong jay chow daniel n jacky went the section beside cinema n play some arcade games... wakaka... car racing not bad huh...^^then watch movie... painted skin... the best part... daniel... who dunno mandarin cantonese n bm... went together with us as he got no choice... quite nice movie but my idol got not much xi fen... sob sob...T.T... nice day guys... thx...
next next... my house kena pecah masuk... (omg.. so many things happened in one day??)... tat time i still lepak-ing with jee n gang... so suddnely my bro call n tell me my house kena pecah masuk... i dun belif at 1st as i tot he's juz kidding... *he alweys do tat la...*.. so after a while i call my sis n she comfirm about tat... but after i knew about tat... i not realli sad or depressed or anythin... juz normal.. (coz i tot my house got nothin for tat stupid thief to steal... )... after i went home then oni i realise kerugian kinda besar oso... luckily my mum still ok about it... luckily my mum din cry or break down.. if not.. i sure curse the thief like hell.... hehe...
5th of oct:
my second sis graduated finally!!! we went to her graduation today... start at 3.45 but we r asked to go earlier to take photo... so at 2.30 we r alreadi on our way to sheraton subang jaya... then go there take photo n stuff.... *shortcut oso la k this part.. i wanna oioi d...^^* so the whole thing ends at 10pm sumthin...omg... juz a graduation wasted my dunno how many hours...hehe... but anyways... congratz to my sis!! finally graduated....^^
cheers...
Thursday, October 2, 2008
get hurt easily??? think so~~
hum.. suddenly like so sentimental today... now sitting in front of my pc... trying to recall wat i had did this whole year.... start my study at coll... kinda lost with myself actualli this few days... wat kind of person i am actualli??? i am kinda lost...
after a long-time thinking about tat... i noe myself to be those tat will get hurt easily... sensitive.. tat's y get hurt easily... is this one of the personality of librass??? i dont know... honestly.. i alweys do think tat i am a very typical librass... but today.. not so sure... librass should be very cheerful kind of person... very "sunny"... hum... am i?? yeah... i think most of the time i am cheerful kind of person... but... it is alweys a fragile cheerful... juz can be spoilt easily.. this moment still very excited.. next moment... u may found me sitting quietly...
hum... too sensitive... tat's y i get hurt easily?? not realli such a big matter la... (i used "hurt" becoz i couldnt find any other better word...^^) hurt... like a small cut... like kena cucuk by needle... no blood... no any kesan after tat... can recover very very fast... time needed is about a few minutes... those "hurts" realli doesnt matter as i can recover very very soon... but.. sumtimes the side effects... hehe... side effects alweys do cause alot more hurts for no matter myself or others...
sensitive... even one words could activate the sensitivity... even one expression... one reaction... one action... tat's y i alweys say... sensitivity does kill... hehe^^ but those hurts realli mean nothin for me... they juz make my life more interesting... creates a lot of excitement... hehe... at least... wont be so boring... rite??
ok... back to the point... i got hurt easily... do u?? but for me... the oni thing to change is to get rid of the sensitivity... becoz of sensitivity... here comes a lot of problem.. agree???
after a long-time thinking about tat... i noe myself to be those tat will get hurt easily... sensitive.. tat's y get hurt easily... is this one of the personality of librass??? i dont know... honestly.. i alweys do think tat i am a very typical librass... but today.. not so sure... librass should be very cheerful kind of person... very "sunny"... hum... am i?? yeah... i think most of the time i am cheerful kind of person... but... it is alweys a fragile cheerful... juz can be spoilt easily.. this moment still very excited.. next moment... u may found me sitting quietly...
hum... too sensitive... tat's y i get hurt easily?? not realli such a big matter la... (i used "hurt" becoz i couldnt find any other better word...^^) hurt... like a small cut... like kena cucuk by needle... no blood... no any kesan after tat... can recover very very fast... time needed is about a few minutes... those "hurts" realli doesnt matter as i can recover very very soon... but.. sumtimes the side effects... hehe... side effects alweys do cause alot more hurts for no matter myself or others...
sensitive... even one words could activate the sensitivity... even one expression... one reaction... one action... tat's y i alweys say... sensitivity does kill... hehe^^ but those hurts realli mean nothin for me... they juz make my life more interesting... creates a lot of excitement... hehe... at least... wont be so boring... rite??
ok... back to the point... i got hurt easily... do u?? but for me... the oni thing to change is to get rid of the sensitivity... becoz of sensitivity... here comes a lot of problem.. agree???
hapy?? excited?? or SAD??? DEPRESSED???
yeah... as wat yong say... sumone's birthday is juz around the corner... i think now not juz around the corner... it's almost infront of me d la... yaya... after 4 hours... i am officially 18!! hapi birthday to myself o...
birthday... suppose to be very excited rite... especially at the moment of turning 18... becoz.. 18 means i can do watever i like... i got the whole freedom as well as responsible of wat i do... but.. honestly... i dun feel hapi rite now.. once again.. i dunno y... maybe because i become older for one year?? this fact make me feel depressed.... haha... got 99% i feel unhapi is becoz of this la...(isit?? not sure oso^^)...the another 1% maybe becoz i got no chance to take ktm this week... no chance for me to stay alone n get emo...(haha.. this is wat jee say... maybe kut..) boreness... empty-ness.... depressed-ness... n dunno wat kind of feeling full-filled my heart now... but dun wori... as i got a lot of experience of getting rid of those stupid stupid emotion.... i can do it for this time oso... n the cheerful sushi will come back to u all very soon... cheers^^
birthday... suppose to be very excited rite... especially at the moment of turning 18... becoz.. 18 means i can do watever i like... i got the whole freedom as well as responsible of wat i do... but.. honestly... i dun feel hapi rite now.. once again.. i dunno y... maybe because i become older for one year?? this fact make me feel depressed.... haha... got 99% i feel unhapi is becoz of this la...(isit?? not sure oso^^)...the another 1% maybe becoz i got no chance to take ktm this week... no chance for me to stay alone n get emo...(haha.. this is wat jee say... maybe kut..) boreness... empty-ness.... depressed-ness... n dunno wat kind of feeling full-filled my heart now... but dun wori... as i got a lot of experience of getting rid of those stupid stupid emotion.... i can do it for this time oso... n the cheerful sushi will come back to u all very soon... cheers^^
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
can frenz become lover???
when it comes to this question... there r two diff version of story came up in my mind...
1st version:
once upon a time(story alweys begin in this way???)... there is this gal n boy.... they r very very close fren... they go to school together... go back home together... do homework together.... play together.... sing together... watch movie together... anythin oso together.... the boy take this cute gal as his sis n take good care of her... their family noe each other well as their dad r close frenz though... so every year during school holiday(the 2 months holiday)... they melancong together to many places.... during those trip... this gal n boy(at tat time still boy la k...) would stick to each other.. they talk alot.. laugh a lot... play a lot... they stick to each other most of the time(except during oioi time la...) a very close relationship built throughout tat few years... as time goes by... this gal became a lady... n of coz.. this boy became a guy... fortunately they still keep in touch with each other n still a very close frenz... everytime when that guy wanna kao a gal... he would ask for her help.... n she willing to help him even she noes tat he would never have time with her after he start to pattoh... the guy noes tat she is a very good person... he noes tat she is willing to help him... he noes everythin about her.. but the oni thing he dunno is.. she likes her since they were small kids...so the story goes on with the gal finally confess to tat guy.... the guy couldnt accept the fact tat the gals likes him... he take her as sis... he rejected her... n the gal pityfully heart broken n .....(left for ur imagination la...)
this is the 1st version... ok now... here comes the 2nd version.. this could be much more easier n short....hehe^^
once upon a time... there is this gal n boy... very close frenz oso la both... they noe each other well n they alweys beside each other no matter wat happened... so after some time... the guy confess to the gal tat he likes her... n she likes him as well.. so happy ending....
much more simple le the 2nd version... ok... the question is... can frenz become lover....
CAN FRENZ BECOME LOVER??(y come bac to this question again??? hehe^^)
i think... many couples out there... were once frenz of each other oso b4 they became lover... it realli doesnt matter how close the 2 frenz were be4 they become lover... the oni thing is... do they have tat feeling of move a step forward with each other.... i belif one would has many many frenz in his/her life... he/she may has many many close frenz tat they even noe wat sizes of inner wear each other wearing... (maybe gua???)... but the point is... sumtimes.... frenz means frenz... some frenz... we realli take him/her as very good fren.... but we cant have those feeling to him/her.... frenz meanss.... frenz.... yet... many may move a step forward to become lover after the "fren" stage as they understand each other well during tat stage... they found the right one by being fren with him/her.... kinda confuse rite?? i am confuse oso now...
conclusion... there shouldnt be a question as"can frenz become lover"... as nothin is impossible in this world... maybe enemy can become lover one day... who noes....^^
look around u carefully... maybe ur right one is one of ur fren.... best wishes to all of u out there^^
1st version:
once upon a time(story alweys begin in this way???)... there is this gal n boy.... they r very very close fren... they go to school together... go back home together... do homework together.... play together.... sing together... watch movie together... anythin oso together.... the boy take this cute gal as his sis n take good care of her... their family noe each other well as their dad r close frenz though... so every year during school holiday(the 2 months holiday)... they melancong together to many places.... during those trip... this gal n boy(at tat time still boy la k...) would stick to each other.. they talk alot.. laugh a lot... play a lot... they stick to each other most of the time(except during oioi time la...) a very close relationship built throughout tat few years... as time goes by... this gal became a lady... n of coz.. this boy became a guy... fortunately they still keep in touch with each other n still a very close frenz... everytime when that guy wanna kao a gal... he would ask for her help.... n she willing to help him even she noes tat he would never have time with her after he start to pattoh... the guy noes tat she is a very good person... he noes tat she is willing to help him... he noes everythin about her.. but the oni thing he dunno is.. she likes her since they were small kids...so the story goes on with the gal finally confess to tat guy.... the guy couldnt accept the fact tat the gals likes him... he take her as sis... he rejected her... n the gal pityfully heart broken n .....(left for ur imagination la...)
this is the 1st version... ok now... here comes the 2nd version.. this could be much more easier n short....hehe^^
once upon a time... there is this gal n boy... very close frenz oso la both... they noe each other well n they alweys beside each other no matter wat happened... so after some time... the guy confess to the gal tat he likes her... n she likes him as well.. so happy ending....
much more simple le the 2nd version... ok... the question is... can frenz become lover....
CAN FRENZ BECOME LOVER??(y come bac to this question again??? hehe^^)
i think... many couples out there... were once frenz of each other oso b4 they became lover... it realli doesnt matter how close the 2 frenz were be4 they become lover... the oni thing is... do they have tat feeling of move a step forward with each other.... i belif one would has many many frenz in his/her life... he/she may has many many close frenz tat they even noe wat sizes of inner wear each other wearing... (maybe gua???)... but the point is... sumtimes.... frenz means frenz... some frenz... we realli take him/her as very good fren.... but we cant have those feeling to him/her.... frenz meanss.... frenz.... yet... many may move a step forward to become lover after the "fren" stage as they understand each other well during tat stage... they found the right one by being fren with him/her.... kinda confuse rite?? i am confuse oso now...
conclusion... there shouldnt be a question as"can frenz become lover"... as nothin is impossible in this world... maybe enemy can become lover one day... who noes....^^
look around u carefully... maybe ur right one is one of ur fren.... best wishes to all of u out there^^
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