Tuesday, October 21, 2008

emotion is playing around with me la~~~

emotion is playing around with me... today... it was the testing date as well as duedate for the surface construction model... i went coll kinda late today as i tot everythin should be ok as we tested ytd b4 i went back... so all along my way to coll... i was like kinda excited coz i tot sucess is juz in front of me... haha.. success?? sounds a bit too serious maybe.. but tat model realli suffers me alot as our group is under certain special condition... (sori la.. but dun feel like wanna talk about tat... sienzzz when think of tat...)... though there was some problem during the testing process... anyhow we manage to "pass" the test at last...

as wat i said... our group was under certain special condition... this assignment is the last assignment tat i still have to be in tat group... so once the class was over... i feel so relif... totally relif... but at the same time feel so empty... strange feeling all over my heart... make me almost cry in class again... luckily i manage to hold on my tears... i seriously dun wanna cry in class anymore la... so sia shuei oni...

as usual.. i take ktm home oso today... tat time there was like a few ppl oni inside the train... then i recall all the shit tat happened becoz of this subject... this group... n i reliased tat we have been manage to sabar until now... so touched la... omg... more n more things pop out... suddenly feel like wanna cry again... control control n control... at last still can swallow back all my emotion la... phew~~ luckily... if not i suddenly cry inside train sure very funny... sure looks so stupid.. haha~~ hmmm.... strange emotion i had today... yet... i still in a good mood la... guess so...

let's celebrate... we r out of the group now... huhu~~~^^

2 comments:

Unknown said...

hmm, i did try to cry inside the train before, but then didnt feel anything,haha~
yeah,after the port folio thingy, we can say byebye to that freaky 'special' people already

sushi^^ said...

haha... agree... after empty will be hyper actie mood?? wakaka... y today damn so hyper one???^^