Thursday, October 2, 2008

hapy?? excited?? or SAD??? DEPRESSED???

yeah... as wat yong say... sumone's birthday is juz around the corner... i think now not juz around the corner... it's almost infront of me d la... yaya... after 4 hours... i am officially 18!! hapi birthday to myself o...

birthday... suppose to be very excited rite... especially at the moment of turning 18... becoz.. 18 means i can do watever i like... i got the whole freedom as well as responsible of wat i do... but.. honestly... i dun feel hapi rite now.. once again.. i dunno y... maybe because i become older for one year?? this fact make me feel depressed.... haha... got 99% i feel unhapi is becoz of this la...(isit?? not sure oso^^)...the another 1% maybe becoz i got no chance to take ktm this week... no chance for me to stay alone n get emo...(haha.. this is wat jee say... maybe kut..) boreness... empty-ness.... depressed-ness... n dunno wat kind of feeling full-filled my heart now... but dun wori... as i got a lot of experience of getting rid of those stupid stupid emotion.... i can do it for this time oso... n the cheerful sushi will come back to u all very soon... cheers^^

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