another activity...^^

gosh... i think i become darker in a few hours today... another activity held by my working center--picnic!!! i cant realli recall the last time i went picnic... but this is the 1st time i went picnic without my family... n without my favourite 50cents ice cream...T-T....

we reach at tmn rakyat at around 9am... so the whole activity started with two games... which kids realli do enjoy(kids enjoy watever tat nit them to chase n run lo... swt...) after that was free time which they can play watever they wan... n of coz.. i played badminton with another 3 teachers- "xiao qiao"... xsu ting n "wei zai"... realli hapi get to noe them... i will miss u guys i guess.... then of coz the eating time... kids brought along some food to exchange n we prepared some for them as well... at around 11.30am... we r off back to the center...

hmm... realli had a lot experience since i work here... canteen day... one day trip... telematch.... picnic.... all happened in these few weeks... i checked the calender properly today... i worked until 26th of this month.. minus the one day christmas holiday on 25th... there is still 4 more days left... dunno wat i feel now actualli.... two extremely diff feeling in me now... feel relif as i dun have to c my "dearest boss" anymore.... but at the same time feel kinda "empty"... " bu sher de" my zai zai n lui lui there lo... i dun think i will c them anymore once i stop working there... aiksss... but anyhow... this is life though... ppl walk in... then they left.... wat else i expect??? >.<

*p/s: reset-ed my count down timer--- 4 more working days to go...><

genting... big or small???>.<

i m back... after 3 days of genting trip with my family.. which realli relaxed me so damn much... i m back to my dearest blog again... hehe...

so about the genting trip.. hum... we went there driving 2 cars... one by my bro n another by my sis's beloved bf... due to the check in time of the apartment... my bro had to go there by 3pm to get the key... but my sis had some dunno wat seminar n it oni ended at around 6pm++... me,my eldest sis, her boy boy n my 2nd sis terpaksa went there oni after the seminar n the others at the apartment... we(the car drove by my sis's beloved) started our "journey" at around 7 sumthin... n we reach there in about an hour plus.... phew~~ i love the feeling of going up to the genting at nitez... haha.. so syok lo... the apartment... ok... this is the 1st time i am staying at an apartment other than highland hotel... my dad realli love highland hotel i guess^^... but this time we went without my dad... so we actualli got this apartment located at gohtong jaya area.... it was quite fun to stay there... realli got a feeling of home there...hehe....

the whole trip was fun la... on sun....they(all the "adults") went into casino of coz including my 2nd sis who just turned 21... so me... my younger bro.. my sis in law... n the two littles had to wander around at first world plaza n wait for them... kinda familiar with that place now... gosh... just walk around n around n around... n that's the time i sms-ed with yong.. i sempat sms with her b4 my hp die... (ok ppl... u c how stupid i am... i remember to bring my hp.. in case u guys miss me too much n wanna call^^... but i forgot tat my hp nit to be charged... so i juz lefted my charger safely at my home... =.=")... so by sun evening i think... my hp dead..>.<... not goin to type all i did there... but not to forget... i met a lot of ppl at genting... making me start wonder whether genting is realli such a small place... hehe.... so 1stly i ter-met my frenz who went there for the magic mirror performance.. they performing there.... i think next week they goin again to perform... so from them i knew that my cousin-jing was there as well... n i realli ter-met her in a shop... with her classmates doing their graduation trip... then on the next day... i ter-met my ex junior... my jie ban ren mr tan zhi kang... gosh... he's still the same la... at 1st i din realli c him... then suddenly feel like got ppl keep staring at me... so i look properly.. woi.. zhi kang wor... ah kang ar... we realli can meet without "arrangement"... you yuan hor... ^^

time flies.... three days went off juz lidat... n i reached klang on mon evening at around 5pm++... after dinner n some "unpacked" stuff... we went jusco at 8 sumthin... haha... geng hor... wont feel tired one u noe...still can go jusco shopping... we reali love jusco.. ^^

*p/s: genting is realli a small place... isnt it???

telematch!!!

hum.. my working center alweys organize a lot of diff activity... last week we went for a one day trip... n today we had a telematch at the center... phew... it was excited.. fun... sweaty... hot... ENJOYABLE( as i can splash those "losers" water... hiak hiak.. devil teacher here^^).... lazy to tell the whole thing here... wat i wanna say is... after the telematch.. i was seriously freaking tired n exhausted... n u noe wat... tml i am goin to genting... will be back oni on mon... n i haven pack or even prepare my stuff yet...

so at 8pm++.... i got no choice but have to go to jusco to buy some stuff... (nonit give examples la hor... some stuff means some stuff lo...^^)... gosh... i am realli tired lo... just forcing myself to keep walking n walking n quickly dump all i nit into the trolley... this should be the 1st time i shopping in such an "efficient" way... phew~~~

wont be here for 3 days... dun miss me too much ya.. my hp will still available for 24 hours... ^^

after 3 days of resting~~

so.. ytd was a public holiday for dunno wat... i had 3days of rest in total... today i was realli full of energy n POWER... especially i "got my voice back".. this realli makes me feel so happi as i can sing while i take bath as usual(kinda good way to release stress^^)... today's routine was still the same... teaching the same class today... n the best part... i can kacau kids d today during activity session as i got my voice back!!! haha... it was realli realli fun...

i was realli happi with those kids... even though sometimes they juz can burn me up... but after some time... they r still cute... (isit a kind of disease??? juz cant stop myself from saying them cute... hehe>.<)....

start to wondering pulak now... actualli how many more days left with those kids??? hmmm... perhaps time passes slower a bit(especially during activity session...^^)

cheer for life~~~

trip with kids...^^

today's the trip day of my working place... earli in the morning... we had to gather n wait for buses to reach our place... so sharp at 9.00am... we were off to our destination!!! our 1st destination was to visit a korean fair which is held at menara hap seng... honestly it was juz a very small fair but anyhow we did had a lot of fun there especially the balloon making part... then went for lunch... so 2nd destination is "niu cher shui"(not sure wat it called in eng..>.<) at pj alamanda.. there r some disney lantern n lighting fair goin on these few months... but becoz we went at noon... we got no chance to experience all the lighting n lantern part... wat we do was juz shop around the shops there...(gosh.. i wan tat mcky shoe la..T-T)

the whole thing ended at around 4++ n we reach klang at around 5++ almost 6pm... was a very different experience actualli... as this time i have to take care not juz myself.. but another 9 kids( kids were divided into several groups n i have to take care of one group...kinda amazing.. haha... applause pls~~piak piak piak piak piak!!!).... so scare tat one of my "zai-zai" or "lui-lui" missing... but after all i did my job kinda well.. (hiakhiak... syok sendiri again...) i think wat makes the trip realli fun was KIDS... u juz cant believe... they r so much more diff from wat i saw when they r in class... haha... much more cuter...

so to cut things short n sweet... i feel no regret for today's trip...

*p/s: i found out tat almost all post that i posted this few days was all about kids... aikss... should find sumthin else to post with... >.<

lost my voice finally~~T-T

great... after many days of yelling n screaming n stuff lidat... i lost my voice today... it was afternoon when i started to lose a bit bit of my voice... at 1st i got no class after 2.15pm... so i was like... great... means at least can "conserve" my voice bit la... then suddenly... my boss ask me to replace another teacher's class as she suddenly take leave(becoz of sick too i guess>.<).... had to teach them eng wor... standard one class... means resting time for my voice gone... gosh... so terpaksa la... have to go into class from 2.30-4.30pm... n teach kinda "aloud"(at least i increased my volume as much as i can...)...

two hours later... tat was the exact time where i seriously cant talk a single word... aiksss.... for a chatter like me... no talk means no life... especially after 4.30pm which is the kids' activity time... n it is the time when i alweys go kacau those kids... but today becoz i got a scary voice... i juz cant kacau them as usual.. aiksss.... a bit bit sad la... hehe...

oh ya... today i played badminton... with those kids... after such a long time of not playing... i still "so geng" in those kids' eyes... haha... badminton is realli realli fun~~~^^

*p/s: i shall go bancuh some hor yan hor now... I HATE HOR YAN HOR....T-T....

paiseh to all my frenzz~~~

so life was kinda tiring n busy these few days... maybe will keep the same way until end of dec??? everyday had to wake up at 7.30... work until 6pm... then go back home... take bath have dinner n stuff lidat... some time even had to mark books or exercise papers.... this is wat i used to play when i was small... now... aikss.... but these arent a hard job... at least i kinda enjoy it...

to all my coll frenzz... i still remember u guys k... n i alweys do think about u all... even i seldom contact u guys since coll holiday(paiseh paiseh... life's kinda "messy" since i start working^^)... i do remember u guys n placed u guys in my heart... so if one day suddenly u guys receive a call from me... pls do not feel surprise or get shocked.. juz answer the call lo... haha....

to my hssy gang n "ex-5S3" classmates... so sorri for cant make it on our gathering day... realli so sorri.... i would like to meet up with u guys... but i juz cant make it... aikss.... who fixed the date huh??? haha.... i will call u guys out whenever i can lo(n of coz u guys can la...^^)....

*p/s: life without coll-ing was kinda boring... but still ok ok la...>.<

3rd day...

things getting more n more easy for me now.. maybe becoz i've almost get used to the "style" there.. ^^

8.30-6pm everyday.... but time passes actualli very quickly... even quicker than when i juz stay at home doin nothin... i counted ytd... i started on 25th of nov... if i would work untilend of dec... minus sat, sun n also public holiday... i oni have to work for 23 days... today is the 3rd day... means there r still 20 days to go... gambate!!!

work with kids was fun... eventhough some of them may juz refuse to listen to me... n i have to "yelled" to control the whole situation... n the worse thing is even when i yelled... they would still ignore me... swt.... anyways... there r still many of them who realli cheer my day up... kids r alweys cute rite???

today... i went into pre-standard 1 class... those students r still 6 years old... going to standard 1 next year... gosh.. tat's my favourite class.... so so so cute... n got many "lengzai-to-be" in tat class... seriously make my day easier when teaching tat class... haha... dun get me wrong.. i am not tat ham sap k... but they r realli cute....^^

but end of the day.. i alweys been kinda tired... can fall asleep even while watching my favourite drama these two days... anyhow... after i have a nice sleep... i am damn energetic to challenge myself again on the next day.. haha... i feel realli satisfy when i can realli control all the "devils"... hiakhiak... ><

*p/s: counting down... 20....

1st day...

1st day of my very 1st time working experience in my whole life.. quite tiring but overall still ok for me.. i shall post more next time k.. lazy to type too much.. ^^

conclusion... kids r angels... kids could be devils though... ^^

*p/s: 50+ cash in... for 2 t-shirts.... jee.. let's go for "i love malaysia"!!!

last day of sem 2~~

today juz finished my moral exam... did quite suckss... as i juz simply crap for the 3 essays... (aikss.. dun care d lo...^^)... so after exam... oh ya... tday's ian's birthday.. hapi birthday ya ian...so after exam we went asia cafe to "celebrate"(but actualli it was juz another chance for us to sit down n chit chat to each other... ^^) his birthday... aha... i meet lin there... haha... i kei po kei po called her actualli... at 1st wanna ask her intro some of the leng zai from main campus... btu at last she shown up alone... even without vliang... swt... (gal.. let me c him a while oso cannot ar???><)... then ter-meet another fren- kuku lim chee hou.. haha... he still can recognize me wor after dunno how many months without c-ing each other... (guess i still the same??? hiakhiak... gain weight d lo... T-T)... kuku says he's coming taylors pj next year... so wait for u k kuku... come faster....

after asia cafe... we start to do some crazy stuff as usual... i n jee move on to sunway pyramid... without knowing wat we should do there... haha... we juz go there to waste time as i dun wanna go home tat early^^.... at last... we decided to watch movie... the problem is... wat movie should we watch... deng deng deng deng... SELAMAT PAGI CINTA was the final decision... 2.20 show... n gosh... tat was the 1st malay movie i had ever watch in cinema... some of u guys maybe even dunno about this show... swt.... anyhow... the show was quite interesting... n i told jee that i pay 10 bucks to ---... hehe... becoz this was the 1st time i watched malay movie in cinema... i kept the tickets... very memorable k....^^











after the movie we went window shopping... y window shopping?? coz both of us got no $$ to spend d... T-T... so we juz walk aorund the shops... n scan all the stuff there without buying anythin... (jee bought few hair clips la... ) but we spend not more than 3 bucks for tat^^... cheers jee....

so tat's it... bye bye sem 2... now i shall looking forward for tml... gambate!!!!

new challenge!!!><

r u guys a good "comfortor"?? sumone who r good or even pro in comforting ppl??? hehe... ytd nitez... i realised that i am realli sucks in comforting ppl... tried to... but the outcome... haha... so... i am realli sucks in tat... n now i have a new challenge for myself... i wanna become a pro "comfortor"... this will be new challenge from now onwards... whoever emo/angry/ depressed/ sad or watsoever... msn me k... let me challenge a bit... so that i can improve... hehe^^

~out of topic~
after some time of clearing things out... actualli tat moral not so difficult oso la.. at least i got the answer for 2 questions d... ques 2 n 5... so the exam is gonna divide into 2 section.. sec a- one compulsory essay with 30%... sec b- choose one out of four with 20%.. so actualli i tot of juz prepare question 2,5 n 4... as i tot the compulsory quesiton will be question 4... but yong juz told me tat many of them think tat the compulsory question will either be ques 1 or 3... gosh... so means... at last i should prepare all of the questions??? T-T



*p/s: counting down... 2 more days to start working... actualli kinda dillema.. feel quite excited as this is the 1st time i goin to work... but quite sienzz when i think of i got no time to play.. haha... anyways... gambate!!!!^^

moral exam- out of expectation....><

i am goin to take the last exam paper on mon... which is moral education... wat i have in my mind is that there's no point study for moral exam... unless u gonna memorize the whole passage n juz rewrite the whole thing during exam... i tot it is a subject where dun have to study for exam... all we have to do is to crap n write essay during the exam... like wat i used to do for my KARANGAN...but... i am wrong... out of my expectation... ><

so tat day jee photostated one whole set of notez for me.. without checking out wat on earth is tat... i juz "stuck"(ya... tat's wat i used to do when papers or notez come in touch with me...^^stuck~~)the notez into my bag... but roughly i noe tat's the notez for moral... kinda "hardworking" rite... photostating notez only when exam is coming... hehe^^ i tot we juz have to read thru the set of notez...n then.. off to exam...

now... having the notez in front of me... but i dunno wat i should do with these notez... i cant find the answers... y??? gosh... kinda headache now(actuali headache becoz of sleeping too much...guess so...^^)wat should i do now... haiz... speechless... tat's me... alweys think things in a very easy way... maybe a little too easy sumtimes... now it's the time for me to regret... regret of expecting things to be easy... haha... so out of my expectation... we realli have to prepare for moral exam... as i dun even understand the questions...^^

seriously dunno wat to do.. maybe should juz leave it aside... n wait for jee to "save" me... ^^

*p/s: days r so so so boring while waiting for the day of taking this last paper...><

wanted to but juz gave up... ^^

hmm... so there is actualli this thing in my mind... not sure whether u guys out there tried b4... yaya... u wanted to do sumthin... but at last u juz gave up... i'm not talking about those big big ambitious stuff.... wat i mean is small matter.... like... sms??? or msn???

yaya... these few days... i was like dunno wat happened to myself... haha... i feel like wanna sms my frenz... but at last i didnt... reason.... maybe i juz afraid i will disturb them??? i dunno.... same thing happens to msn... everytime i on9... i will look through who's on9 as well... so many many times... i wanted to double-click on their names... but... at last i didnt... i noe it sounds funny duh... i feel so funny to myself oso... but... dunno.. sumtimes u juz cant stop urself from thinking a lot of thing... hehe.. so at last i juz dun care lo...

another incident... juz now sook sms me n ask me whether wanna go chiong k tml... i realli wanted to... but... with her coll frenz... aha.... tat's wat i start to think about... i dunno her frenz... n her frenz dunno me as wel... chiong k wor... dunno each other.. wil i still dare to chiong??? haha... so at last i replied her... "sook... i dun wan la... hehe.. i paiseh le.... u enjoy urself k... "(the exact msg i forgot d... ^^)... aikss... realli wanted to chiong... since dunno how many weeks b4... but at last i rejected sook... swt rite???

hmm... maybe paiseh... so i give up sms n msn my frenz??? but... frenz wor... y have to paiseh... maybe scare disturb them then... hehe... dunno.... let god think about it...^^

*p/s: i did nothin at home today... gosh... eddy i wan tat drama lo... T-T....

sem 2 memories~~

actualli today is juz a very normal n ordinary day.. but still there are sumthin to share...^^

so i woke up kinda late... at 1st i opened my eye at 8++ d... then i juz keep lying on my bed n thinking dunno wat... after a while... *pufff*... slept again... the next time i awoke... it was already 11++... as i have to go to my sis's studio today at 12++.... i was kinda rushing to brush teeth n stuff lidat... so i was thinking maybe i should print out the notezz for building construction so that i have sumthin to do later on... i grabbed my bag... n started to clean up the "paper section" of my bag as i nit to "korek" out those notez that i had printed out... wow... it was realli stucked with a lot of paper... n.... memories... haha...

y memories??? ok... story starts so... during te2 class... as we were not allowed to speak in languages other than english... so wat we usually do when we were in class was that we will "sms"(using paper la... who's the one so rich that willing to sms to sumone sitting right beside u???^^).... n usually i will juz stuck all the "sms-ed" paper into my bag after class...

back to reality... so today when i "korek" all the paper out... i saw those "sms-ed" papers as well... n of coz... with my kei po kei po personality... sure i read one by one... even though it was already so long time ago... but still... when i read those paper... i can recall the situation where we passing the paper to one another n have a lots of laughes of coz(at least i often had fun reading those "replies" la... not sure whether yong n eddy had fun anot..T-T)... though it was kinda troublesome when we had to talk to each other using this method... but this troublesome method gave me even more memories... sweet memories... ^^

so at last... becoz i too asyik reading those "sms"... i got no time to print out the notez n my day ended up with sitting behind the counter n flipping some outdated magazines... gosh... bored bored bored bored... ><

oh ya... at nitez... we took the two littles to jusco.... as they wanna play "doraemon"(actualli it's some kind of machine that kids love to play...swt...==")... so my study plan got interupted.... aiksss... devils in the house..^^

conclusion... even though i was kinda ambitious once i woke up... my day ends up with i doin nothin n juz keep chatting until this moment... sob sob~~sorri....

research essay without research????

yeah people~~~ i finished my research essay a few mins ago... omg... it was such a hard work... well... some of u guys may feel hard to do as u got too many books... too much information... n too much references... tat's y u having problem to squeeze all those info into 3000 words??? struggling which info should be put in which can juz throw aside??? but my condition is totally diff... story time again....^^

once upon a time(actualli it was juz the beginning of sem 2.. not realli long time ago...^^)... so we r given a research essay for design theory and oso technical english 2... to cut things short... one essay for 2 subjects... 50% for design theory.... 30% for technical english.... our lecturer gave us different question n sadly... i had the same question as "sumone" in my class... so this "sumone"... kinda kiasu type of person... (dun get me wrong.. i'm not trying to complain k...^^).. with the limited books for this question in the library... we have been waiting for some books since we got our question... but anyhow... until this moment... i dun even noe how those books look like... means... "sumone" borrowed it for such a long time.... duh~~~

so without all the book sources... wat i can get is juz info from the net... then tat's so so so limited... christopher alexander... should i hate u or wat??? haha... but i think his theory is a cool one... shouldn't hate him...^^back to topic... my condition... without any printed source... all i can do is juz find info from net n start crapping... ya... tat's wat i did for my 50% essay... i noe it sounds ridiculous... but wat else i can do??? seriously dunno....

in short.... i did an 50% research essay without doin any research... kinda chun rite???

*p/s: hopefully my marks wont be "chun" lo... ^^

new vocabulary on market!!!

if u guys had read my post entitled stupiak or sweet dream.... then u should be familiar with this word-- STUPIAK~~~ obviously without any explanation from me u guys should noe the meaning of this word rite??? stupiak is a transformation of stupid... haha.... such a cute word.... omg....

the origin of STUPIAK~~ so ytd nitez... i was chatting with lin... then this gal suddenly pop out with this stupiak word... i was really stunned with this word... STUPIAK... try to pronounce it... say out aloud n u will discover the fun part of saying this word... it means stupid... but when become stupiak.... it sounds like realli stupid... haha.... my own feeling about tat la...^^lin told tat stupiak was a creation of her coll fren... a guy who owns a quite "terrorist" personality... sounds interesting rite... n she says wanna intro to me wor... (maybe i should know this guy.... juz in case he suddenly wanna "boom" LCS... at least i will be safe???^^)

btw... besides STUPIAK.... there was another word i've learnt two days ago... ELEMEK!!! obviously it is another version of alamak.... haha....

origin of ELEMEK~~this word is created by our dearest yoyo.... elemek... which carries a meaning of alamak.... but i dunno y all the "a's" in that word being changed to "e's"... but it was realli a cute one... ^^

so u guys out there.... learn these two words k... sounds realli cute... come on... say it aloud!! STUPIAK!!! ELEMEK!!!! haha... good one gals~~

stupiak or sweet dreamzzz????

i dreamt of sumone ytd nitez... n it was such a "dunno wat" dream... (i dunno whether should categorise it as stupiak dream or sweet dream...confusing either...)... such a weird dream anyhow... n such a long time i never dream of him... at least for a few months??? hmmm... it was a very clear dream actualli... as until now i can still remember the whole "story" of the dream... u noe... sumtimes we jus cant remember wat we dreamt the nite b4...

is there any meaning behind of the dream??? maybe it's the time i should juz start kap sumone else seriously... to replace him in my heart(like wat yong told me... hehe^^) or maybe it's some sort of encouragement??? asking me not to give up??? hmm... thinking too much again.... after all... it's juz a dream... a weird dream....^^

it's all happned in one day!!!(6/11/2008)

so.. today i am goin to post sumthin that was happened on ytd... 6th of nov.... hmmm... how should i start....

it's a thurs.... so due to the visual com assignment... i went to coll early in the morning to meet up with my group members amos, chan yi n yong... we actualli plan to meet up at 10am sharp.. but anyhow they din show up themselves on time... so i went studio to meet jee after her te class...

in studio... (eddy... u part start d lo... hiak hiak^^) so after a while more this eddy come to studio oso la... then i dunno due to wat reason.... he seriously so miang today... omg... like realli so miang la....( this miang doesnt carry a meaning of bian tai k...)... the reason he got so miang today?? hmm... got a few possibilities... no.1- he got a bit bit crazy becoz he miss his ahem too much... no.2-he is very very hyper becoz he saw his ahem in the morning???.... no3.- he juz too free n boring...no.4- maybe this is so called as man's pms?? no.5- he got a very big tamparan as he realised tat his butt getting smaller n smaller???who noes.... wakaka... how he acts when he's miang... pls la... so scary lor... dun wanna talk about tat... u guys out there may observe him more n maybe sooner or later he gets miang again... but anyhow eddy... miang miang eddy is much more better than the cool cool eddy lor.... juz tat better if u miang on others la...^^

ok... so eddy's part i gao dim d.... now.. jee's part.... so during lunch jee was planning to go for movie as her ibs work dunno y can bring home n do... but me n yong cant make it as we so scared of amos who may "diu" us if we dare to chaoz at tat time... so without any choices... we juz stay n continue the visual com stuff... so around... (wat time huh??? 3++pm???) not realli sure... haha.... around 3++ i think... we done with the discussion... so i called jee n me n yong decided to go sunway pyramid by cab to join her... (fast forward the journey to sunway k.. nothin special except we have to pay for 7 bucks juz to go there from taylors pj...T-T) we meet jee n eddy at gasoline(my favourite place to yum cha n hang out with frenzz^^) we chat chat there... then suddenly... this jeevi... dunno how she moves her drink(sour plum soda~~)... then the whole cup juz *pish....*... the whole thingy spilled on me... omg!! the 1st reaction was laugh honestly... haha... coz until now... tat was the 1st time i ever kena spilled... but then i was a bit bit malu la.. then i went wash room to clean up... (sorry to gasoline's workers as u guys have to clean up the place.... paiseh paiseh...><)

overall... there were quite many 1st time experience happened ytd... 1st time eddy got so miang.. 1st time eddy wink in front of us.... 1st time he gave us a present(pls refer to yog's blog for more information about this^^)... 1st time four of us went gasoline together(i love gasoline!!!)... 1st time i kena spilled... 1st time feel like i wont go to gasoline anymore..sob sob~~~... i think tat's it...

*p/s: jee... u have to find another place better than gasoline for me... i dun think i dare to walk into tat shop anymore...T-T...

waiting for final presentation of vc....><

waiting waiting waiting waiting.... keep on waiting.... for wat?? for visual communication's final presentation.... yaya... now i am in digital lab of taylor coll pj waiting for the presentation... doing nothin except waiting... aikss.... i hate waiting la!!

btw... today will be the last day we in papa's class... a bit bit sad la... haha.... (seriously juz a bit bit k...) i shall enjoy this last day of class with papa.... biggest wishes for u ya papa... enjoy teaching other students o...

ok... back to topic... i have been waiting since 8.00am sharp... at about 9++... i "ter-meet" papa who was walking out from the lift while we(me n yong^^) walking into the lift... papa told us the presentation will start oni at 11am... swt swt.... so nothin we can do... wait lo....

hmm... actualli i got alot to blog with today... as ytd was quite a "weird" day... haha...jee n eddy... u noe wat i mean rite... but i think i shall blog about that after i went home... ^^

*p/s: ok... nothin more to say... so i shall continue waiting AGAIN.... sob sob~~T-T....

enjoying life~~~

ya rite... i am still enjoying life while others of my course mates mayb working kinda hard for their research essay and stuf lidat... honestly... i'm not in working mood this few days... haha... like too hyper all the time... the reason for being too hyper??? as usual... dunno.... juz too hyper...

too hyper tat's y i din update my blog as often as last time... haha... sorri for my fans out there(as if i realli does have fans... haha^^).... anyhow.... lesser post=more hyper??? maybe kut.... as when i hyper i dun feel like i have the need to blog...><....

ok... so to not to fail any of my subjects in this semester... i should better "clean" all my hyper mood up.... yaya... as soon as possible.... i have to swift from hyper to working mood.... STEPS... ARGUMENTATIVE PRESENTATION..... RESEARCH ESSAY.... N OSO BUILDING ANALYSIS....wah.... so much work wor.... gambateh gambateh!!!!>.<

am i alone???

have u ever wonder whether u r alone sumtimes??? i mean.. like feeling being alone... all alone... like there is noone for u to be at some place... like.... erm.... u went some place but u dun even noe y u will be there.. n y u should be there....

i felt tat today.. seriously... make me feel uneasy for the 4 hours... ya... it's the visual com class today... i went into the class... but i feel like i was out of that class... i shouldnt be there... there was noone for me there... i was all alone... it was realli realli a hard time for me... haiz....

but dun wori... nothin can beat me down now... i am strong enuff to undergo such situation... nothin should have spoilt my mood... being alone is nothin more than juz being alone... there is no a case of ppl dying becoz of being alone n feel lonely rite???^^

hssy outing~~

a few days ago hssy members were so excited discussing the next gathering as we realli got a long time without c-ing each other...(paiseh la guys.. i still so fat... maybe got fatter sumore...^^) so at 1st we tot of goin aeon bukit tinggi again... as since the 1st time we had gathering we used to go there... especially greenbox!!! coz singing makes me recall of those schooling days where i used to sing in class... now nomore la.. as once i sing sure yong will stop me...T.T....

then this hk suggested we go jeth coffee house this time... keep promoting tat place oni... hmmm... so finally... we "give him face" n decided to go there for the outing.... perhaps tat is reallli a good place... hk... u better pray tat the jeth coffee shop is better than gasoline... if not... hiak hiak... u will noe wat happen lor... (sounds ganas?? ya... tat's me in hssy!! ganas le...^^)

but today i come with new plan... dunno y suddenly feel like wanna go chiong k again... so i was thinking maybe we could juz go chiong k b4 we go jeth coffee shop... but surely hk dun wan coz he dun like singing oso... so hk.. will meet u at jeth after we finish chiong la k... wakaka...

looking forward to meet u guys o... can crap alot together again.. hiakhiak... perhaps jeth coffee house's chair are resisted to heat... or else we may juz sit until the chair melted.... hehe~~

my life is getting better n happier recently... frenzzz r important.. c... no matter my hssy gang or my coll frenzz.. i juz wanna tell u guys... i realli realli love u guys!!!^^

the brand new xixu's theory~~

ok guys... i have got my new xixu's theory recently... i'd have some real life experiments n seriously it's kinda useful in my life...

xixu's theory:
can crap...
can play...
but dun care...

simple n sweet rite... let's have some explanation here... can crap means can talk watever others r talking... juz crap watever u like n have some laugh of coz.. tat is wat makes our life interesting rite???

can play... obviously means can play around with others duh... play la as much as u like... but of coz under ur own limitation... dun go too over... control it urself.... n have fun....

dun care... (jee.. i found out the new explanation of dun care)... this dun care... at the 1st time i created this xixu's theory... it carries a meaning of... dun care about others... means dun care wat others will feel n dun care about them... dun concern about them.. no matter they cry in front of u... or they cry becoz of u... dun care... but now... i found out the real meaning behind this "dun care"... this dun care should carry a meaning of... dun care wat others say about u... juz accept it.. dun care when u became the "target of being laughed" when others joking... ya... they r juz joking... dun care so much... i mean... things may get more n more complicated if u care so much for every little thing... juz let it be... let it be simple... juz dun care... (try to figure it out urself if u dun understand wat i mean.. haha.. as i am getting more n more blur oso now)...><

the xixu's theory equation:
dun care=no trouble+no sadness+no sensitive+a lot of fun= happy life
therefore,
dun care=happy life^^

but dun take this dun care wrong as wat i did b4 this k... we must care for our frenz... i mean... concern about them... as we r frenzzz.... u noe how important frenz could be... do u??i do~~

do apply xixu's theory if necessary... real life experience by myself... life realli gets happier!!^^

hyper active after emptiness??

hmmm... so today was like nothin special than other days... went for te2 class... oh ya.. b4 te2... i reach kinda earlier than usual as today there was no traffic jam at my place so i reach ktm station kinda early n.. ya... reach coll early oso... at about 8.50++.. i reached coll so as usual went to library... i chose a room(perak room if i am not mistaken...^^) after a while yew sang went into the room la... we had a nice chat for about an hour... juz two of us there... haha... (one of the reason got so hyper today??? for those who dunno.. yew sang is one of the zais tat i kap-ing recently...>.-)

ytd was an "empty" day... but today i was like "revived" after the emptiness... realli realli so hyper... hyper active... keep laughing in te2 class.... keep gossip about dai po..(dai po is one of the gals tat have big boobs la~~)... haha~~

recently realli make a lot of things clear in my heart... keep telling myself not to be too sensitive of certain things... tat's realli works lor... seriously i dun care about wat others say about me anymore... ok... honestly maybe a little... but juz gimme some time... maybe a few seconds i can gain the antibodies of it... then i will become the "cheerful-this is wat y.sang say.. i think he never saw the "emo" side of me^^" sushi again...

gambateh for sushi!!! i can do it... yup~~ I CAN!!

emotion is playing around with me la~~~

emotion is playing around with me... today... it was the testing date as well as duedate for the surface construction model... i went coll kinda late today as i tot everythin should be ok as we tested ytd b4 i went back... so all along my way to coll... i was like kinda excited coz i tot sucess is juz in front of me... haha.. success?? sounds a bit too serious maybe.. but tat model realli suffers me alot as our group is under certain special condition... (sori la.. but dun feel like wanna talk about tat... sienzzz when think of tat...)... though there was some problem during the testing process... anyhow we manage to "pass" the test at last...

as wat i said... our group was under certain special condition... this assignment is the last assignment tat i still have to be in tat group... so once the class was over... i feel so relif... totally relif... but at the same time feel so empty... strange feeling all over my heart... make me almost cry in class again... luckily i manage to hold on my tears... i seriously dun wanna cry in class anymore la... so sia shuei oni...

as usual.. i take ktm home oso today... tat time there was like a few ppl oni inside the train... then i recall all the shit tat happened becoz of this subject... this group... n i reliased tat we have been manage to sabar until now... so touched la... omg... more n more things pop out... suddenly feel like wanna cry again... control control n control... at last still can swallow back all my emotion la... phew~~ luckily... if not i suddenly cry inside train sure very funny... sure looks so stupid.. haha~~ hmmm.... strange emotion i had today... yet... i still in a good mood la... guess so...

let's celebrate... we r out of the group now... huhu~~~^^

weird kind of feeling..

it's been kinda long since my last post... well... my dearest blog... i didnt mean to abandon u k.. juz tat i was like no mood to blog.. not becoz i was having bad bad mood throughout these few days... but i had no idea wat to blog with... sook... here am i.. with my update...^^

back to topic... weird kind of feeling... i was undergoing a weird kind of feeling recently... wat is this weird kind of feeling?? i dunno either... if i would have known then i wouldnt call it as "weird kind of feeling"... hmmm... how long do u think a friendship can last?? yeah right.. it is totally depends on who is ur fren n many many other factors... sook... we knew each other for how many years huh??? more than 10 years?? standard 3 until now rite?? we still keep our friendship until today... until this moment.. n i think we will until the day one of us die?? perhapss... ^^.... but i tried b4... story time again... there is a gal... i knew her actualli since my primary... juz knew who she is... not realli close.. then after both of us was in form 1... we dun even say hi to each other when we met... juz imagine the situation la.. but when i was in form 3... this gal she was in the same class with me... so since tat time both of us become kinda close fren... her family noe me n my family noe her as well... (sook.. u should noe la who i refering)... but soon... (end of form 4 year i think)... friendship between us broken... due to certain factors.... both of us... whom was once very close frenz... juz dun care about each other anymore... we dun realli fight... but juz.. dun care....

hmm.... friendship... it can be long... as long as great wall(??? think great wall is long enuf gua~~).. it can be short as well... as short as... erm.. dunno short as wat la...(think it urself...^^)... i knew this fact very long ago... seriously knew it deeply...

wat i dun understand is... y this 2 ppl... whom were once very close to each other... can become a stranger to each other juz like tat...

wat make me confuse is... does friendship realli so fragile??? can break anytime?? juz like tat???

maybe we will meet new friends soon... but... if friendship realli means nothin... wat for we still need to have frenz?? especially those close frenz whom u willing to share ur heart with them... meaningless?? i guess....

maybe sensitive again... (jee.. sensitivity does kill... but belif me i realli tried to avoid k...^^) i got a feeling like i am losing a fren recently... day after day... i feel like i dun realli have this fren as a whole anymore... there was a duno wat grip between us.... a fren whom i realli like so much.... a fren tat i had once imagine the life after both of us worked... married... even after we have child but we still hang out with each other...bringing our own child together while we doing some shopping stuff.. and maybe the story can goes on with my child n hers become close fren oso...(thinking kinda much rite?? haha) but things realli changed... even sumtimes we dun wanna admit... even we deny... even it's hard...

but dun take me wrong... i post all these doesnt mean tat i dun belif in friendships anymore.... in fact... i do realli belif... until this moment... i still belif...

two days after birthday~~

hmmm... after my birthday... actualli quite many things happened in these 2 days...

4th of oct:
my niece birthday... yaya.. her birthday is juz one day after mine...at 1st everyone in my house was so excited.. planning to bring her to fun fair la this n tat...*but sumthin happened after tat.. talk about tat later...* then as usual.. at nitez my bro bought a cake then kids(my niece's cousin all came to my house... kinda bising but so cute^^) excitedly blow candles... so on n so fourth...(shortcut d la...lazy to tell allt he details)...^^

erm... oh ya... i drank beer for the 1st time in my life... with the approval of my family.. hehe... wine is like normal... but beer seriously the very 1st time.. n the best part... i finished the whole bottle!! wakaka.. aplause pls... but seriously.. i dun like the taste la... juz drink for fun...^^

the next thing... i went gai gai with jee n gang... (gang- jee... yong... daniel... ian.... suching... jaychow... jacky.... holeong...*ceo f hongleong bank... aiks.. tat day should ask u pay the bill...^^*...n jon jon*so sad sumone cannot make it rite jon??*...).. we went gasoline again!! GASOLINE ROCKSS... (got zai kap oso there.. hiak hiak... )... so had our talk n lunch n cake "choping" there oso... i think we sat there for 4 hours?? almost la.. then some of them leave after gasoline n me jee yong jay chow daniel n jacky went the section beside cinema n play some arcade games... wakaka... car racing not bad huh...^^then watch movie... painted skin... the best part... daniel... who dunno mandarin cantonese n bm... went together with us as he got no choice... quite nice movie but my idol got not much xi fen... sob sob...T.T... nice day guys... thx...

next next... my house kena pecah masuk... (omg.. so many things happened in one day??)... tat time i still lepak-ing with jee n gang... so suddnely my bro call n tell me my house kena pecah masuk... i dun belif at 1st as i tot he's juz kidding... *he alweys do tat la...*.. so after a while i call my sis n she comfirm about tat... but after i knew about tat... i not realli sad or depressed or anythin... juz normal.. (coz i tot my house got nothin for tat stupid thief to steal... )... after i went home then oni i realise kerugian kinda besar oso... luckily my mum still ok about it... luckily my mum din cry or break down.. if not.. i sure curse the thief like hell.... hehe...

5th of oct:
my second sis graduated finally!!! we went to her graduation today... start at 3.45 but we r asked to go earlier to take photo... so at 2.30 we r alreadi on our way to sheraton subang jaya... then go there take photo n stuff.... *shortcut oso la k this part.. i wanna oioi d...^^* so the whole thing ends at 10pm sumthin...omg... juz a graduation wasted my dunno how many hours...hehe... but anyways... congratz to my sis!! finally graduated....^^

cheers...

get hurt easily??? think so~~

hum.. suddenly like so sentimental today... now sitting in front of my pc... trying to recall wat i had did this whole year.... start my study at coll... kinda lost with myself actualli this few days... wat kind of person i am actualli??? i am kinda lost...

after a long-time thinking about tat... i noe myself to be those tat will get hurt easily... sensitive.. tat's y get hurt easily... is this one of the personality of librass??? i dont know... honestly.. i alweys do think tat i am a very typical librass... but today.. not so sure... librass should be very cheerful kind of person... very "sunny"... hum... am i?? yeah... i think most of the time i am cheerful kind of person... but... it is alweys a fragile cheerful... juz can be spoilt easily.. this moment still very excited.. next moment... u may found me sitting quietly...

hum... too sensitive... tat's y i get hurt easily?? not realli such a big matter la... (i used "hurt" becoz i couldnt find any other better word...^^) hurt... like a small cut... like kena cucuk by needle... no blood... no any kesan after tat... can recover very very fast... time needed is about a few minutes... those "hurts" realli doesnt matter as i can recover very very soon... but.. sumtimes the side effects... hehe... side effects alweys do cause alot more hurts for no matter myself or others...

sensitive... even one words could activate the sensitivity... even one expression... one reaction... one action... tat's y i alweys say... sensitivity does kill... hehe^^ but those hurts realli mean nothin for me... they juz make my life more interesting... creates a lot of excitement... hehe... at least... wont be so boring... rite??

ok... back to the point... i got hurt easily... do u?? but for me... the oni thing to change is to get rid of the sensitivity... becoz of sensitivity... here comes a lot of problem.. agree???

hapy?? excited?? or SAD??? DEPRESSED???

yeah... as wat yong say... sumone's birthday is juz around the corner... i think now not juz around the corner... it's almost infront of me d la... yaya... after 4 hours... i am officially 18!! hapi birthday to myself o...

birthday... suppose to be very excited rite... especially at the moment of turning 18... becoz.. 18 means i can do watever i like... i got the whole freedom as well as responsible of wat i do... but.. honestly... i dun feel hapi rite now.. once again.. i dunno y... maybe because i become older for one year?? this fact make me feel depressed.... haha... got 99% i feel unhapi is becoz of this la...(isit?? not sure oso^^)...the another 1% maybe becoz i got no chance to take ktm this week... no chance for me to stay alone n get emo...(haha.. this is wat jee say... maybe kut..) boreness... empty-ness.... depressed-ness... n dunno wat kind of feeling full-filled my heart now... but dun wori... as i got a lot of experience of getting rid of those stupid stupid emotion.... i can do it for this time oso... n the cheerful sushi will come back to u all very soon... cheers^^

can frenz become lover???

when it comes to this question... there r two diff version of story came up in my mind...

1st version:
once upon a time(story alweys begin in this way???)... there is this gal n boy.... they r very very close fren... they go to school together... go back home together... do homework together.... play together.... sing together... watch movie together... anythin oso together.... the boy take this cute gal as his sis n take good care of her... their family noe each other well as their dad r close frenz though... so every year during school holiday(the 2 months holiday)... they melancong together to many places.... during those trip... this gal n boy(at tat time still boy la k...) would stick to each other.. they talk alot.. laugh a lot... play a lot... they stick to each other most of the time(except during oioi time la...) a very close relationship built throughout tat few years... as time goes by... this gal became a lady... n of coz.. this boy became a guy... fortunately they still keep in touch with each other n still a very close frenz... everytime when that guy wanna kao a gal... he would ask for her help.... n she willing to help him even she noes tat he would never have time with her after he start to pattoh... the guy noes tat she is a very good person... he noes tat she is willing to help him... he noes everythin about her.. but the oni thing he dunno is.. she likes her since they were small kids...so the story goes on with the gal finally confess to tat guy.... the guy couldnt accept the fact tat the gals likes him... he take her as sis... he rejected her... n the gal pityfully heart broken n .....(left for ur imagination la...)

this is the 1st version... ok now... here comes the 2nd version.. this could be much more easier n short....hehe^^

once upon a time... there is this gal n boy... very close frenz oso la both... they noe each other well n they alweys beside each other no matter wat happened... so after some time... the guy confess to the gal tat he likes her... n she likes him as well.. so happy ending....

much more simple le the 2nd version... ok... the question is... can frenz become lover....

CAN FRENZ BECOME LOVER??(y come bac to this question again??? hehe^^)

i think... many couples out there... were once frenz of each other oso b4 they became lover... it realli doesnt matter how close the 2 frenz were be4 they become lover... the oni thing is... do they have tat feeling of move a step forward with each other.... i belif one would has many many frenz in his/her life... he/she may has many many close frenz tat they even noe wat sizes of inner wear each other wearing... (maybe gua???)... but the point is... sumtimes.... frenz means frenz... some frenz... we realli take him/her as very good fren.... but we cant have those feeling to him/her.... frenz meanss.... frenz.... yet... many may move a step forward to become lover after the "fren" stage as they understand each other well during tat stage... they found the right one by being fren with him/her.... kinda confuse rite?? i am confuse oso now...

conclusion... there shouldnt be a question as"can frenz become lover"... as nothin is impossible in this world... maybe enemy can become lover one day... who noes....^^

look around u carefully... maybe ur right one is one of ur fren.... best wishes to all of u out there^^

mood spoilt~~><

i am very very hapi n excited since last fri... as i had a very nice outing with the gals(tat's wat i think la^^)... but today... aikss... maybe i shouldn't on9 la.. at this moment(6:45pm).... seriously all my mood spoilt... i'm not goin to talk about the reason... becoz i dunno as well.. sori la.. but alweys lidat la... mood changed without any reason...(maybe wat wat coming soon?? who noes...) juz gimme some space to "recover" my mood k...

cheer up... that's the oni thing i can tell to myself now... wat to do????

memories of hssy^^

i have been blog for a month++ d... today i checked back all my post... n found out tat i got nothin about my hssy gang here...ok... so let's post sumthin about hssy here k... introduction... hssy is actualli a name given to my high school gang... hssy=han sha she ying.. the actual meaning.. erm.. i dunno how to explain in english.. (ask me face to face la... hehe... i'll give u a very good explaination...)... so our gang is actualli consists of 12 ppl as listed below:
1. chua chong yong(ah chua)- pengerusi
2. teh suat lin(ah lin)
3. khoo wen keat(keat keat)
4. yen sook kien(sook)
5. lim hui hui(fifi)
6. ng ee leen(ah lian)
7. jason thong(thong thong???)
8. ng mei ying(mei mei)
9. yeoh huei kim (hk)
10. chua kin chin(dai lou)
11. tan meng yee(dai sou??)
n... me!!!

ok..so our gang was those sitting at the behind in class... when teacher was teaching... we sumtimes kek kek pretend like we r listening... (erm.. actualli we very guai oso one la.. most of the time we r realli listening...) so during form 5... we got a lot of free period.. i forgot y alweys so free d la.. so during free period... we would gather our gang... then start to talk... we realli alweys do have a lot of things to talk about... sumtimes we do have sum xxx topic.. ( like it so much.. aikss.. not becoz of those xxx stuff la... becoz i feel like we can juz talk anythin ma... rite rite??)... so our pengerusi ah chua... he alweys noe alot of things tat we still very blur... so we alweys take our chance to minta tunjuk ajar... the way he explain things.. realli so funny one... haha... ^^so.. even our meeting.. we named it as sumthin oso... "NASI GORENG".. whenever we wanna have sum meeting... we will shout it in class.. ( realli shout one la...) then member tat r free will come by n we will talk...

now seriously i got less chance to c them n keng with them... as everyone is busy with their own stuff... kinda hard for us to gather... even yum cha oso very hard to arrange... but i wan u guys to noe... i feel so hapi to have u guys during my high school time... it was a very memorable period of time for me... maybe sumtimes i dun contact with u all frequently... but u guys alweys have a place in my heart.. muakzzz...^^

waiting is suffering...T.T

waiting waiting n waiting while jee went shopping shopping n shopping~~~

yaya... i am waiting for jee for something... to be more precise... those photo we took when we went to gasoline sunway pyramid on fri... nice n memorable yum cha session la gals... GASOLINE ROCKSSS!!( wait la guys.. i will post more about gasoline once i get the picss...be sabar bit bit k.. we wait together la^^)

ok.. so now... i shall juz wait n wait n wait sum time more... cheers^^

take care n get well soon~~

it seems like so many ppl falling sick recently... yong sure say it's becoz of bird flu... wakaka... which type of bird?? ask her la... she got lots to tell about that bird...

yong... jojo...eddy(maybe he ok d la after bac to penang^^).... eugene(i not sure la.. but today he sounds like not so well>_<) chan yi(tat's wat he wrote as display msg...)... etc etc... y everyone is falling sick?? for u guys who stay away from ur hometown... take well care of urself... i noe it's hard to do so sumtimes but at least go n c doc la...( i belif docs in kl not tat bad oso^^)... busyness making ppl sick oso?? i do agree... sumtimes... when stress n tension n nervous n "deadlines" comes together... we do fall sick easily... i got experience b4 la.. during my stupid spm... it's about 4 weeks time for the whole exam... during tat 4 weeks period of time.. i had sick for 3 times... though it's juz flu... but make me feel so bad oso... sumore have to use my brain power tat time.. worse la...

i feel so bad oso when c u all feel bad.. coz noone there to play around ma... wakaka... no la.. juz tat.... take care of urself la gals n guys... get well soon ya~~~

wat a rushing thurs~~

phew... once i wake up today morning... i feel so stress becoz of the 2 presentation having today... (sorry guys.. i noe kinda boring for me to keep blogging about presentation... but i nit to express la.. hehe.. sabar sabar...) i am having seminar presentation n also moral presentation today... confidence?? erm.. for seminar actualli i am not so worry as compared to moral becoz i noe wat i should talk n i juz nit to crap based on the diagram in slides... n the whole presentation was goin alright la... i kinda happi of it... oh ya... there r 4 ppl in our group... jee daniel yong n me... so jee is the 1st to present.. folo by daniel.. then i am the 3rd person to die die la.. so when i was squeezing my brain to think of how to explain about the vanna venturi house.... suddenly mr kit stand up n walk out of the class... so i juz simply la... skip skip skip then crap crap crap... done!!haha.. kinda funny actualli.. coz the whole class is supporting me to do so...

after tat me n yong have to go for the briefing for the art workshop we goin to attend during the activity week... fuyoh...the lec suddenly tell us tat must pay 50 bucks by today... if not we will be kick out of the workshop becoz it's too packed... so both of us.... who got no $$ with us... find here n there for the 50 bucks... when everything settled... i am already late for the stupid moral presentation... me n jojo presenting today.. so we both very gan jiong n go into class b4 jee yong n yoyo la... fuyoh... lucky day la today.. i sat beside amos for i think about 1 and a half hour... coz after i present.. angel yan ying sat at my seat n i have to sit beside theeran...( theeran.. not tat i dun wanna sit beside u k... but i kaping amos now ma... hehe...btw.. nice show today ya guy^^)... erm... about the presentation... becoz i din prepare b4 tat... i juz started to think of wat i wanna say when others r presenting... so i did realli bad la... but who cares... holiday mood~~~

after moral is bc class... we goin to test our model with brick today... so jo susah payah made one... but once kuan put the brick on it... the whole thing juz *puffff*... COLLAPSED!! wakaka... tat scene realli so funny la... wakkaa... i think i am the oni one in our group tat can still laughing at tat time... (holiday mood ma~~)...

*p/s: aiks... brain very tired la... so these few posts i posted today seems a bit messy... but... once again... who cares?? holiday mood ma^^

memorable wed~~

so.. let's talk about the te presentation which is on ytd(wed) morning... ok.. so becoz of my name la... i was the dunno 8th or 9th person present on tat day... after omar(i think this is the spelling of his name...^^) then mr voon is like... xi xu... ur turn now... i am extremely gan jiong la... then i walk out..(on heels la.. damn susah to walk).. amos sitting in front of the pc to change the slides for us( special thx to amos!!! u still look cool when u changing the slides...) after i walk out n the slides r ready... i start to intro a bit of wat i goin to say later on... then when i wanna ask amos to change slide... i suddenly like accidentaly kick on my own leg n lost abit balance la.. so i jump jump(juz a small jump k...^^) for 2 times... then finally can stand still again... so i heard sumone laughing at tat time... i think it's angel yan ying la.. coz she say she saw wat happened to me at tat time... hehe... after tat i juz crap crap crap n after 3-4 mins... i ended my speech n walk back to my seat... wakaka.... it's kinda fun though... coz at least i juz nit to present in front of a small group(about 20-25 ppl)...

after te... as usual we go makan makan then go to library again... this time actualli not to kap zai.. we got work to do(we have to prepare for the seminar presentation)... but who noes god treat me so well... when i n yoyo go to the library.. we trying to find for a room... then after we found a room... i saw eugene n yew sang in the next two room... fuyoh.. both of them together wei... wat a nice chance to kap... hehe... so of course la i go to their room n crap with them... until jee ask me back to do our stuff... hehe... though it's a short moment for me to kap eugene... but it's better than cant kap at all la... after tat i still kap yew sang for quite long la... coz he's stayin back oso ma...

as conclusion... ytd was a tiring yet satisfied day.... wakakak^^

gao dim!!! gimme five!!!

yeah!! gimme five~~ *piak piak piak piak*~~ yaya.. now i realli feel so damn relax and relif.. y?? becoz no more presentation for me!!( i think so la.. coz mostly presentation of all subject over d.. maybe still have to do visual com... but who cares for now...)^^

now... totally in holiday mood d... prepare for holiday dudes... though tml still having visual com class n oso te2 class b4 the raya holiday... but right after the moral presentation i am already in holiday mood... yippi~~

guys n gals... hapi holiday n selamat hari raya... though it's a bit too early to greet tat... hehe^^ enjoy ur holiday as wat i will be doin oso...

PRESENTATION does kill oso~~

ya rite... i am having "some" presentation on tml n thurs... tml i will be presenting for te2 class about the building analysis assignment which take 7% of the whole grade.. n thurs... omg... 2 seriously formal presentation which is moral presentation n also seminar presentation with 1 not so formal presentation for building construction class... aikss... although i love to talk alot... but presentation realli make me feel sick... standing in front of everyone... ALONE~~ (sumtimes in a group la...)... have to keep on talking( not crapping.. especially for moral coz that "u idiot" will shoot us like a dog...*this is wat he told la*)... while everyone(almost everyone.. juz forget about those not paying attention... ^^) staring at u n trying to understand wat u say... haiz... it's so so so awkward... but... nothin can beat me down... as i am sushi!!! yeah... juz dun care about wat others might think n laugh about u... go up there... open ur mouth... start talking.... stand for 5 mins... then close ur mouth.. n walk back to ur seat... everyone can do it... it is juz as simple as tat... so i shall do it confidently oso on tml...^^ anyhow will still feel so wori la... haiz....

*p/s: god bless me... perhaps "u idiot" tersleep while i am presenting on thurs... i dun wanna be like a dog~~T.T

baby sitting day~~ pity me~~

so it's a sat again... this week i can be guai guai staying at home on sat... unlike few weeks b4 this... coz kiinda busy of assignments n stuff... so as usual... when it is sat... n i stay at home... sure i have to folo my sis to her dance studio... do something like wat office gal do... once ppl *ting tong*... then have to open door la... then once kids wanna go pee i have to bring them to toilet la... once ppl wanna pay fees i have to write receipt la... once the yoga teacher come for her class then i have to switch on the air con n lights la.. then when she finished her class i have to switch off again.... erm... etc etc la... actualli it's kinda fun sumtimes... coz the kids there damn damn cute(some of them la.. sure got some noty noty one ma...).. i become fren with them one k... (so geng le... can get 5-6 year old frenz... wakaka^^)...

so today... as usual lor... i folo my sis there from 12.30-5.30... (seriously miss my pc during tat period... ^^)... yoga class which suppose to be at 2-3 is cancelled due to dunno wat problem... means i am more free n my job get easier... so a few mummy pay fees... then finally i saw one of my fren-- winnie baby after so many weeks... miss her so much... she is damn damn cute le... seriously... guys out there... i bet she sure one of those sweet cute leng lui after 10 years.. u can wait for her if u wan... hehe... so got some playing n talking stuff between us(private n confidential.. gals' stuff ma..)... got a few come for enquiry oso... i admit tat i seriously nit some updates d la... i cant tell them the exact timetable for trial classes... kinda sia shuei.. wakaka... so smartly i juz ask them leave their contact num n throw it to my sis to gao dim... so a few hours pass by with day dreaming n flipping of magazine... almost become dumb dumb again~~

n hor... recently i kaping zai ma... so oso must share sumthin about kap zai today... erm.. u noe dance school.. mostly r kids learning some dance there rite... so... today whole day... i got no chance to kap zai la... sure got zai there la.... can be divided into 2 groups... one group is those kids' daddy... wei... ppl daddy d la... how to kap... become daddy means not zai anymore la... it's uncle d la... so another group is.... kids' bro... but all the kids still so small(5-7)... their bro... the eldest among all i think is 12 years old oni.... aiksss... still small di di la... kap d oso no use ma... (though now jie di lian very popular... but i think most of the kids now oso got their own gf d lor^^)... so conclusion... today no zai to kap.. n my mood realli not so good becoz of tat... haiz... have to wait for one more day... then mon oni can go coll kap "sumone"... hehe...^^ looking forward for te class~~ huhu~~^^

phew~~ life is just so complicated...

hum... as now i am sitting in digital lab of our "lovely" coll... n got nothin to do except waiting for cute lec n yong n maybe amos reach... i feel like wanna post sumthin to my blog...

guys n gals... did u ever feel like LIFE sumtimes get very complicated?? dunno y this will happened la.. dunno y tat can juz pop out la... haiz... kinda speechless about life...

recently i feel like i keep mess up things... everything tat happened to me is like so so so making me tired n speechless... i think it's becoz of my own personality... sumtimes i juz cant close my mouth for telling wat i not suppose to tell... or i juz cant use my brain to think twice b4 i decide to tell sumthin...

sumtimes i juz dunno wat to do to solve certain problem... then... as usual... try to avoid it n act like nothin happened n followed by acting as if i dun care...

life is so complicated rite?? but it realli make me learn alot... kinda beneficial oso la.. at least now i noe everyone's thinking is diff n i cant expect everyone to understand every single thing tat i do... maybe i have to explain to them?? perhaps they can understand my explanation...^^

cheers for life once again~~

jee got her license!!

jee finally passed the slope test fter 3 times of trying... n today... after class.. she sms me n tld me tat she finally got her license... should i hooray?? or should i sob sob~~ wakaka.. juz kidding la jee.. dun sensitive huh... i very happy la finally u got ur very own license... i noe tat means a lot to u.. as everyone dun believe ur driving skill coz u dun have it... pretty kesian rite???

hmmm... i think i recover enuff to sit on the front when u driving d la... as tat day i got no choice but have to folo when u driving...(tat day we went to mid valley together for the 1st time...^^)... so until now.. i think i can do it... as u can do it oso after trying for 3 times(slope test~~~ hiakhiak...).. next time let me try k... but i still wanna go play bang bang car on my birthday~~ cannot bluff me one lor.. must bring me there~~~ i waited for so long d... haha^^

*p/s: i feel tat i still like a kid among u all la.. coz i got no license... sob sob~~

y suddenly so desperate???

y suddenly so desperate?? desperate for wat?? desperate of zai?? haha... i oso dunno... like suddenly this few days... so desperate to kap zai... especially when i am in zai's heaven(for eddy n eugene.. tat is lui's heaven la.. i do remember of the pinky gal k...)-- library... like nothin to do when i am there... so my eyes juz running here n there to kap zai lor... but... isit juz becoz nothin to do so i kap zai?? hehe~~ who noes...

i cant realli tell since when i start to kap zai.. but i can tell at least on last month... i dun realli kap zai... i kap lui... hiakhiak... scare scare d le... no la juz kidding... i mean... on last month.. i dun remember myself to be such desperate to kap zai la... at least i still very guai when i am in coll... wont simply kap here n there... outside of coll... who cares~~~

suddenly so desperate? maybe becoz life get sucker n sucker?? like no any excitement for now... then frenz all oso kaping ma... gals kaping zai then guys kaping lui oso... so if i dun kap will seems like kinda boring n out of their group... (tat's wat i think la..^^)... but actualli sumtimes i was juz kidding when i say i wanna kap... coz if i realli kap i wont tell la... paiseh one ma..(yong sure wanna vomit again when she saw this... haha)...

i dun wan "kap zai" to be one of my hobby la... like very weird la if my hobby is "kaping zai"... then one day.. if sumone ask me.. wat is ur hobby huh?? then i shall answer... erm... nothin special la.. kap zai oni lor~~ wat reaction u think ppl will give me??

sumtimes kap zai do bring a lot of information about tat particular zai... sum zai when u 1st lok at them they seems to be kinda perfect... but if u realli kap carefully( dun have to scan every part of him la...)... u will notice maybe he's oso one of the galxy member~~ or maybe he seems like dun bath?? aikss... in short... kap zai oso bring advantage.. then can shun bian try to find for the right one ma... maybe u kap kap kap then suddenly found ur right one?? tat would be great great great rite?

*p/s: jee... yong.... i am confuse n dilemma now... pls tell me which one should i kap... my eyes susah la have to follow so many ppl...^^

simply^^

aiksss... like so long din update d hor...(actually juz few days la) but this few days like dunno wat to blog with... humm... let's talk about the ktm today.. omg.. it is damn cramp with human being!!! so.. it was about 6pm when i took my way home after a "yum-cha" session with jee~~ then i received call from my sis saying that somewhere dunno got wat happened la this la tat la.. ask me go home faster.. n no matter how cramp the train is.. juz squeeze in wor... (cz normally i lazy to squeeze n rather wait for another shift la)... so after like 10-15 mins... the train finally arrived n gosh~~ it's already damn damn full man.. so as usual some of them came down at setia jaya station n i remembered wat my sis told me well n i juz squeezed in together with other pity ppl(dunno who la.. strangers~~).. omg... u will never noe if u never been cramped in such a way... it's realli realli so much of sardin fish feeling... the ppl infront push u to the back.. then the behind ppl push u to the front... dun ever forget about those squeezing u from ur left n right n every direction... i cant breath la wei... aikss.... but no choice la... sob sob~~ i shall be appreciate of wat i have(means at least i still can go home by PUBLIC transport la)... anyways... cheer for life^^

btw... i was kinda confused about myself now.. thinking maybe i should juz change my attitude.. sumtimes i do realli hurt sumone though i realli realli doesnt meant to be so... sorry ya guys(i noe la sumtimes sorry cant work for sumthing.. but anyways... sorry).. ^^

new place to sleep!!

this week was kinda tired... (kinda?? actually it's realli tired la..) i think for whole week i had slept not more than 8 hours... rushing this rushing tat... realli cant get enuff sleep... so.. u noe human rite... sumtimes when we get tired... we can even sleep when we r still holding the mouse in front of the pc... ( this is shuian's private technique.. for more information... pls contact her~~)... maybe can tersleep when we r 'toilet-ing"... i founded my new ways n place to sleep oso throughout this whole week of shit.... the new place is.... *deng deng deng deng*... inside KTM!!!... i noe tat sounds not realli special as many ppl alweyz do tat when they taking ktm... but.. the point is... i can sleep inside the ktm... when it is still going.... without sitting...means.. i can sleep while i standing~~* geng le geng le... applause pls~~* yaya... i seriously can do tat... i tried b4 when i was on the way back... i juz stand there with my hand grabbing on the handle n puuufff... i ter-sleep.... i tried on today morning oso... same posture... standing... with my hand grabbing on the steel handle then puuufff.... ter-sleep again.. then when i awake... i saw a malay guy standing in front of me looking at me like so weird...(maybe he juz cant undestand how i can sleep while i stand?? who noes....)

*p/s: maybe i will find out more n more ways n place to sleep when my life get busier n busier... i feel like wanna try to sleep when i using pc... cheersss^^

sensivity does kill~~~

SENSITIVITY DOES KILL... y i say so... u noe sumtimes when we got too sensitive of sumthin... any smal smal changes oso we will notice rite?? n sumtimes we will start to feel terrible n think of many many things tat not realli happen yet....



eg.. i tell "mr e" that i angry of him.. becoz of sumtin happened n he does realli annoyed me at that moment... then after tat day... i sensitively felt that he dun realli wanna talk to me la... so becoz of tat... i start to think in the way like "ok fine... he dun wanna peduli me means i oso dun go n kacau him la.. if not how if later he pek chek sumore..(as he alweyz pek chek when chat to me la... dunno y.. hehe^^)"... so i dun talk to him for like about a week... but throughout the whole week realli suffers me alot la.. everything he did i felt like he angry at me oso... (sensitivity~~ haiz~~)... so until one night jee ask me to talk to him(thru msn la..).. then oni i noe he dun talk to me becoz he tot i dun wanna talk to him... wat the... means the whole week we r like playing hide n seek??? SENSITIVITY DOES KILL... C....



another eg tat happened ytd... i helping jee kap his zai recently... so sumtimes i kap him so obviously la(tat's wat jee say la... i dun reali think so... i act like reali natural la jee).. then i sensitively felt like evertime when me n jee pura pura walked pass the room he was inside in library sambil kap him... he acted like so awkward(paiseh) when he noticed us there... then got one day we walked into class... he got class b4 us la.. but he not yet leave.. so i oso kap him la..(for full story pls refer to "kap-ing jee's zai make her thinks tat i like her zai~~swt~~" post in my blog)... then i noticed he's like so paiseh oni when he saw us... so i dun reali care about tat la at 1st... then ytd.. jee told me sumthin about a gal taking sumone's pic then she saw tat behind the gal.. so suddenly i think of.. i helped jee toook his pic b4 oso... will there be anyone behind me tat time n noticed i taking his pic then go n tell him then he tot i like him??? so i started to link all these things together n feel so awkward again... (yong.. i do noe paiseh one la k....^^)... once again.. SENSITIVITY DOES KILL~~

hopefully it's just becoz of sensitivity n jee's zai never notice we kaping him n misunderstand tat i like him... god bless me~~

i am still alive!! phew~~

MY DEAREST OUT THERE~~ I AM STILL ALIVE!!! WOW... FEEL SO HAPI TAT I STILL CAN POST THIS OUT AFTER JEE GIMME A RIDE!!

u noe jee anot?? sure noe rite... the crazy crazy kai fan gal in our coll la... or red plum bubbletea gal oso rite... wakaka.... but u dunno sumthin... she haven got her license... (wat's so big deal with tat??) omg!! the thing is... she rides us today without her license.. n it's RAINING~~~ i refused to let her drive everytime when i was there... n i managed to lepas diri la until today... we goin to a hardware shop near mcdonalds there la... so she told us she's goin to drive yong's car later... i was like freaking scare after i noe she is serious about tat n i got no way to escape today... no choice la... juz be brave xi xu... u can do it!! (i take it as a pride for so brave today la jee^^)

after BC class... john wong took us to get yong's car as it's raining n yong parked her car way so far... if we walked to her parking lot... means we can nearly reach the hardware shop la... *this part skip oso la* hehe... so jee started to drive la... fuyoh... not bad wor actually... quite steady except she alweyz scold other car which wanna turn in or the ppl crossing road la(yong stated tat jee is not a mannered driver..)hehe... but... yong... suddenly become so panic today... she screaming like.... jeeeee.... 20 oni huh 20 oni... dun faster than 20.... so sure jee dun hapi la n she fight for higher speed la.. then... yong started to scream.. 30... 30... dun exceed 30... 30 is enuff huh.... wakaka... so funny... haha....

anyways... after the whole journey of 20 n 30 n some parking problem at the LCS basement.... I AM STILL ALIVE!!!^^

kap-ing jee's zai mke her thinks tat i like her zai.... swt~~

u guys noe jee is kap-ing a zai recently rite... so becoz of her la... i oso start kap her zai la whenever i go... coz i wanna kap him then tell jee about him ma... haha... kinda busy body la but tat's me!! huhu~~

so today... in morning... as usual i was forced to go coll so damn early even my bloody hell moral class started oni at 12.30pm... so i went to library as usual oso... i sat at the corner opposite to the counter becoz there provides me with kinda comfortable sofa~~ wwoooo.... kinda nice la tat sofa... u guys out there should go n have a try... then u will understand how comfortable tat sofa is compared to the yellow/purple plastic chairs in library... (kok kok kok.. xu... get out from the sofa dream n back to jee's zai thingy la... i noe sure she very tak sabar wanna read tat part la....^^) so i juz enjoying my lonely period sitting at the sofa la... then i kap-ing here n there ma... so SUDDENLY!!!(no la.. not jee's zai walked in la... it's the one alweyz folo-ing him walked in)... yaya.. i saw his "best fren"(i think la) walked in... so... i quickly sms jee n told her about 50% her zai will come to library oso... *skip wat we sms la k*... so after a while jocelyn came then we went n try to get a room... then on the way (tat's wat we call ronda)... i saw jee's zai already inside one of the room there... sumore in bright yellow shirt man... so obvious la... so once i went into kelantan room... i quickly sms jee la.. tell her to throw the food in her hand n run to library.. but of cz her dun run la... she slow slow slow lidat la...

next part... after the bloody hell moral class... time for BC class... so i juz walked into the classroom without expecting there will still be anyone not from our class inside the classroom... so i walked in with such a stylish way of walking... then suddenly... i saw jee's zai standing at the seat where we usualy sit... wow wow... same row leh... then i was like so happi for jee la... so i walked all the way around the front part of jee n kap her zai all the way after i showed her the "secret secret" face... haha... realli so fun rite jee...

*p/s: jee darling... yong can prove for me... i realli got nothin with ur zai... trust me babe... ur zai is still urs for now(coz i dunno when he will become other gals' zai ma)... wakaka... purposely wanna make her gan jiong oni... ^^

good-sighted eagle--mr voon^^

all taylor's student doin architectural course should be very familiar with our dearest mr voon rite?? "no other language other than english in class.. or else i will fine u~~*with soft n nice voice*".. woohooo... i love it everytime he say so in class... haha... sounds great la mr voon... y i will note him as "good-sighted eagle"??? ok.. the story starts so...

we r having our speaking test today... for technical english 2 class... we knew it a few days before d... so once me n yong enter the classroom.. we start to feel so panic n anxious la.. coz we feel so awkward la if have to go out n talk in front of the class... sumore we tot have to speak for 3 mins.. gosh... tat would have killed both of us!!!~.~ so as usual la.. we crap with others using MANDARIN b4 mr voon enter the class... after some time he finally enter the classroom... my heart pound so loudly u noe... like wat jee told... bob bob bob bob~~~~~~~~bob...... (dun misunderstand la... not becoz i saw mr voon then my heart goes bob bob bob k.. it's becoz of the speaking test!!!) so after all the attentance stuff la... then he start to "announce" the names of those who r goin to do their speaking test today la... "ashwin.. azhar... xxxxx......yyyyy.....zzzzz"
so my heart still goes bob bob bob la... until the last name he calls... phew~~~ i am not in the list la darling... omg... i am so excited n relieve... so another excited n relieved gal(yong) oso so high la becoz we both dun have to do today ma... so we r like "yes!!" then shake our hands like congratulating each other la...

while we both still enjoying the mood of relieve n excitement... suddenly... "xixu... leeyong... y both of u congratz each other??*with soft n gentle voice as usual*".... omg... he saw tat!!! "dun be too hapi... coz the topics for u all doin next week will be harder than these*also with the same voice tone*"... die die die... realli so good-sight la mr voon...*applause for mr voon!! piak piak piak piak piak~~~*

so u guys out there... next time if wanna show ur excitement in te2 class... pls beware of the EAGLE!! ^^


*p/s: mr voon... if u ever read this post accidentally... pls do noe tat i doesnt mean to offend u ya.. juz wanna share sumthin that is funny today~~^^cheerss~~~

merdeka night n one day after merdeka~~

it's 31st of August.... wat u guys out there doin on this "meaningful" day?? it's our independent day.... the day our country free from the rural of other country... tat's y it is so meaningful n important to us as malaysian... let's shout "MERDEKA!!!" for 7 times(dun paiseh n juz keep quietly... shout aloud) !! hehe~~

ok... after the shout shout thingy... let's back to our topic... wat u guys out there doin on this merdeka day?? absolutely it's a holiday... some of u may go vacation as we have 3 days of holiday as total...(for my class mate not taking visual com... u guys... i noe... have 4 days of holiday~~)... some may wanna save money n juz go hang out with frenz or family in shopping complex... k song... go for a nice movie(or maybe a few nice movie.. like wat yong alweyz do with her gang)... window shopping... "real shopping"(means realli buy n spend $$ la~~)... wat so ever... i dun do all those in merdeka nights... sad to tell... so wat i had done on merdeka nights?? the stody begins with my 2nd sis texted my eldest sis who went out in the morning with her beloved... (where she went? sure go pattoh la~~) so.. the content of her msg is as folowed:
" da jie... come back earlier later... our hand itchy... come back n play 'sambung tulang'"
for u out there who dunno the meaning of sambung tulang... it's actually a kind of mahjong la... if we translate it directly from hokkien it would become "sambung tulang" in malay... cool rite?? haha~~ so... sharp at 11pm... my da jie came back n sharp at 11.30pm... we start our 'sambung tulang' game... I SPENT MY MERDEKA NIGHT WITH ALL THOSE BRICKSLIKE MAHJONG!! haha... though kinda tired after whole night of brain-using... it's realli so so so so FUN!! hehe... it's been like a few months since the last time our family played(during chinese new year la..^^)

so.. 2nd question... wat u guys doin on today(one day after merdeka)??? all those maybe maybe pop out again.. huhu~~ maybe some of u still in the "merdeka mood".... some of u enjoy for the last moment of these 4 days of holiday... here comes the sadness~~ I HAVE TO STAY AT HOME N MEMORIZE ALL THE NOTEZ FOR THE EXAM TML!!!-_-''' damn sad la wei... but no choice... it's a all subjective question exam... so have to at least read through all the notezzzz~~~
GAMBATE GAMBATE!!! let's juz finish all these crap n continue study!!!


*p/s: pray for me if u r reading this blog now... thx thx^^

Something to share~~

I checked my inbox today n found a very interesting n meaningful mail... Juz wanna share to all of u out there.. Read slowly n think deeply~~

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby?

He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'.

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.

That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.

A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.

Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him!

Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she knew that's the way he liked it. After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'. Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?

It's sweet. She replied.

Will everyone in this world found the one who willing to drink salty coffee in his whole life juz to noe her?? I doubt about tat... but if u ever found him... dun ever let him go... ^^

Love is

Not 2 forget but 2 forgive,

Not 2 c but 2 understand,

Not 2 hear but 2 listen,

Not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'

Best wishes to all of u out there~~~^_^

Big Influence of Mine~~~

Yeah!! Now only I noe I got such a big influence to jee.. hehe... tonitez can be counted as a turning point in our life rite jee?? at least we both started sumthing that we din expected it to be happened(in a shorter way... blogging la)^^.... but realli happi la coz at least we wont be laughed by others next time when they ask us whether we blogging anot... at least we BLOG now... (seems like too many "at least" d..) anyways... hopefully we can continue blogging from now onwards...

i dun ever hope tat this blog can earn me some extra income as how those legendary bloggers did... juz hope i can have the desire to write la... not juz hangat hangat tahi ayam only..(wow... using malay peribahasa sumore.. it's the 1st time since i done my spm malay exam la)^^

oh ya.. juz now while waiting my bro to pass me back the chance of using pc... i watched a quite interesting movie... DEATH NOTE~~ ok ok.. i noe it's kinda old for u guys out there but honestly this is the 1st time i watching it... death note... isit realli good to have one?? figure it out guys... if we realli have one means... hiak hiak... noone will dare to bully us anymore rite... whoever we dun like... hiak hiak... juz drop down their name... but... is it our rights to decide who should die or shouldnt die??(copied from moral lecturer.. based on thurs lecture..)^^...

haha.. seems like i realli got out of topic d.. as my topic is "big influence of mine"... aiksss... who cares....

finally created!!!

Recently, a desire to start blogging keep popping out in my mind... The first time.... second time.... third time.... n NOW!!! FINALLY I OWNED MY OWN BLOG...

I'm not sure wat is the reason for others to blog.... maybe they wanna keep their daily happenings as a record(blogging is kinda good way to record things).... maybe they want frenz to have an idea of wat actually they r doin at particular time.... maybe they r juz like me... juz want a place to express themselves.... i used not to blog because of my poor english grammar.... vocabulary and wat so ever... for the 'old' me.... blogging is kinda troublesome... have to think of wat to write with... have to consider about the english used... have to think of who will actually read our blog... etc etc.... but... since this few weeks.... i realli would like to have a place to pour things out... ( as i dun wanna trouble my dearest jee for listen to me everytime i feel depressed of some small matter) hehe.... dun care about wat reason... i start to blog... haha~~ actually kinda excited....

i wouldnt want my blog to juz record all my bad feelings... i will try my best to post all my feelings n happenings in future... perhaps i could~~ hey u out there... can u please pray for me... hehe... so that i would have the attempt to update this blog more often.... perhaps....